i have changed my blog to:
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
Friday, August 8, 2008
life itself..
hehe rmb tis??
i wud like to start tis post by saeing thank you to all.. Friends, family and teachers..
Teachers thank u 4 being a great guide to us duing tis times of our lives which is assignment week. Thank u 4 extending date lines.. Thank u 4 understanding tat we, i mean me, a bunch of lazy last minute people.. We really appreciate it...
next is to my parents..thank mum, dad n sis... thx dad sending me to and fro school...i noe i will alwaes b late to reach down, but i hope u r nt angry..sorry 4 waiting 4 me to finish sch n so on... mum thx 4 waking me up in morning eventhough u r tired..thx u 4 cooking breakfast in e morning n packing it 4 me..thx 4 letting me sleep in ur lap n messaging me wen i am tired... thx sis 4 letting me use ur camera.. i noe u nid it more cuz its urs..thx 4 being understanding... thx family...
last bt not least...my friends...thx u 4 being der..i noe u all noe wat i am feeling now..wif assignment due tis week n presentation 4 tis month..i love u gals so much.. i dun noe wat i am gng to do if der was no one to stay back wif me after school to do work.. i dun noe if i can take it if ders no one to do late hand in of assignment together..thx u 4 concerning abt me.. hx 4 everything..i really thx god 4 making me meet wif a great bunch of friends.. i noe eventhough i can b a nuisance sumtims, actuali everytime, lol... kay thx u... i wish 4 no one to get separated nxt semester n hope we will alwaes b friends till e end... n if i dun recognise u gals in e future i wanna apologise in advanced.. hehe :)
{to dian dun 4get our promise..}
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nutting to wori abt...
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Short-term n Long-term
Yesterdae sumting struck to me in an instant. I was on e wae home abt 6pm. I was on top part of e 168 double-decker bus. As the bus move on to e express-wae (if I am nt wrong shud b SLE)...
well my thots wen e bus was passing der was tat i realize tat my destination is very far.. all i can see is tat it was still very far..n sumhw i am not doing aniting to it..i didn't try.. i just waited..argh!! den i thot back abt my last leadership class wer e teacher told us abt short n long term goals.. n sudden notice all my goals in life is long-term n mayb becuz of tat i am still waiting 4 e result of my goals..it juz damn too long for me to wait n i am an impatient person... i want my result now.. so mayb how i planned my goals shud b changed n nt juz dependent on my long term goals.. okie so below is my short-term goals, in short i mean in this month, July- August goals...
My SHORT term goals:
well my thots wen e bus was passing der was tat i realize tat my destination is very far.. all i can see is tat it was still very far..n sumhw i am not doing aniting to it..i didn't try.. i just waited..argh!! den i thot back abt my last leadership class wer e teacher told us abt short n long term goals.. n sudden notice all my goals in life is long-term n mayb becuz of tat i am still waiting 4 e result of my goals..it juz damn too long for me to wait n i am an impatient person... i want my result now.. so mayb how i planned my goals shud b changed n nt juz dependent on my long term goals.. okie so below is my short-term goals, in short i mean in this month, July- August goals...
My SHORT term goals:
- To finish my APEL submission
- To finish n go thru my cmsk presentation to get over wif it..
- To finish n go thru my leadership presentation to get over wif it also..
- To finish my dmpf qtvr, que points, layout n website..
- To finish my in3d legoman, bally n floursack (stupid "flower"-sack)
- To finsih SWO (Singapore Youth Winds Orchestra) wif e 'other' grp...
- To go thru EVERY DAMN PRESENTATION WEEK 16 n 17..
Okie finally n officially on my official blog, I am CRAZY!!!
Friday, July 18, 2008
ARGH!!
i dun noe y suddenly my blogpost change. I noe tat is sound weird bt i finally realize tat if i post tings tat happen to me todae is e nutting new cuz e readers r e same ppl. So nw my blog will dedicate to me n my views on stuff, pretty much aniting..okay, mayb once a while like todae post I will put up sum funny pic US..
nice rite..square head box stacking...
My scandal(S):
1st) 2nd)
tis is e recent pic.. startin out as cool funny bunch of cammies...
which den dian giving attitude to me, so i gav her a poke at e b****.( meant to b at her stomach)
So to spice tings up....
nice rite..square head box stacking...
not e person I wanted to take pic wif..lol..hehe:P
My scandal(S):
1st) 2nd)
In tis pic we wanted to use my body wif dian head..didn't match tat nicely though
Then caught Dian 'fatnah' sleeping in class..hehe
tis is me during boring lect n tutorials...will take more pic wen in class...lol
klah cya
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Wats wrong n wats rite...
Sumtime, actuali almost everytime I dun noe wats rite n wats wrong..all seems a blur now... wat I thot was rite was wrong n vice-versa..I have learned a lot in Leadership class.. I learn wat kind of person I am, wat to do wen u face a type of person n so on... I dun understand... but they also teach u to b a good leader which do e right thing at the right time.. But they dun teach u wat is e right thing n wen is e rite time. Actuali no one noes...
I recently watched tis show tat show a senstitive boy who kills his own girlfriend's autistic brother because he sees people in a negative way as in the sadness in people eyes. He cud not bring himself to see positive. All he noe is tat life is game tat God is playing wif satan to see if human can be good. I remember one very good sentence tat he sae abt gd n bad which was
"The worst part is knowing that there is goodness in people. Mostly it stays deep down and buried. Maybe we don't have God because we're scared of the bad stuff. Maybe we're really scared of the good stuff. Because if there's no God, well, that means it's inside of us and we could be good all the time if we wanted. So when we do bad things, it'd be because we want to or because we have to. Or maybe we just need the bad stuff to remind us what the good stuff is in the first place"
e sentence in red is e most memorable in tat show. Mayb its true. It's so simple yet we juz sae it difficult. Yes, we sometimes do bad tings to remind us what is e gd stuff. But I dun understand, tis boy wud see a couple kissing n not tink of aniting bt juz tat one dae tat couple wud end up old n fighting each other. In tat story he is juz e wae he is because he let himself tink tat wae n he cn't change cuz no one can really.. Any wae in e end he died cuz e kid who he killed sister's boyfriends was fed-up wif wat tat sensitive kid did to their life n ppl in e town, killed him to end e suffering.. I tink its better.. I hope if der was a real life person like him, I wud b scared..
I recently watched tis show tat show a senstitive boy who kills his own girlfriend's autistic brother because he sees people in a negative way as in the sadness in people eyes. He cud not bring himself to see positive. All he noe is tat life is game tat God is playing wif satan to see if human can be good. I remember one very good sentence tat he sae abt gd n bad which was
"The worst part is knowing that there is goodness in people. Mostly it stays deep down and buried. Maybe we don't have God because we're scared of the bad stuff. Maybe we're really scared of the good stuff. Because if there's no God, well, that means it's inside of us and we could be good all the time if we wanted. So when we do bad things, it'd be because we want to or because we have to. Or maybe we just need the bad stuff to remind us what the good stuff is in the first place"
e sentence in red is e most memorable in tat show. Mayb its true. It's so simple yet we juz sae it difficult. Yes, we sometimes do bad tings to remind us what is e gd stuff. But I dun understand, tis boy wud see a couple kissing n not tink of aniting bt juz tat one dae tat couple wud end up old n fighting each other. In tat story he is juz e wae he is because he let himself tink tat wae n he cn't change cuz no one can really.. Any wae in e end he died cuz e kid who he killed sister's boyfriends was fed-up wif wat tat sensitive kid did to their life n ppl in e town, killed him to end e suffering.. I tink its better.. I hope if der was a real life person like him, I wud b scared..
Monday, June 30, 2008
Choices
A few dae ago I was talkin abt life, den death.. next tat came to my mind is choices. Choices in life tat we hav to make. Hard ones n I almost sae easy one, bt ders no such ting as easy choice. All r hard. U noe y? Cuz its a life changing choice. No matter what, everything tat gt to do wif life, is a big and difficult ting to do. What else in life do u hav other den choices tat come wif it. It all started wen u make e choice to come out of u mom's womb n be borned. Then it wen u choose to stand up n walk as well as talk..U get my drift. Choices r everywhere in life. Left, right, up down.. It wil always be there. Even if u try 2 avoid it, sooner or ltr it's cmng back..Belief me.. It always does.
I dun noe wen it strted bt since I can rmb, I was always avoiding conflict, problems, dilemma and mostly choices. I always sum how make someone else choose for me..Which is always the wrong way to do it...Eventhough I know I need to make the decision myself, however I juz can't. I dun noe y bt I juz dun allow myself, cuz every choices I make I will make a big deal to it, eventhough I hate it. I will let myself be emotionally involve in every choices I make. I noe now tat I am the wae I am cuz I am an "S" literally...
Argh enough abt choices. I hate them and wish I never have to go thru' it again but like my Leadership teacher say "Life goes on..." I noe tat and I treasure every time I spent wif people I love.. but den..
1)I regrets alot of tings
2)I make mstakes
3)I hate myself for allowing
4)I _____(filled in the blank for me..sumting bad abt me)
5)life is unfair
bye....
I dun noe wen it strted bt since I can rmb, I was always avoiding conflict, problems, dilemma and mostly choices. I always sum how make someone else choose for me..Which is always the wrong way to do it...Eventhough I know I need to make the decision myself, however I juz can't. I dun noe y bt I juz dun allow myself, cuz every choices I make I will make a big deal to it, eventhough I hate it. I will let myself be emotionally involve in every choices I make. I noe now tat I am the wae I am cuz I am an "S" literally...
Argh enough abt choices. I hate them and wish I never have to go thru' it again but like my Leadership teacher say "Life goes on..." I noe tat and I treasure every time I spent wif people I love.. but den..
1)I regrets alot of tings
2)I make mstakes
3)I hate myself for allowing
4)I _____(filled in the blank for me..sumting bad abt me)
5)life is unfair
bye....
Friday, June 27, 2008
Death is arnd e corner or is it?
"I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by loving."
- Anais Nin, French write(1903-1977)
Actuali tis is wat life means. To die but before that you hav to go through it all, suffering, error(mistake), risk and mostly loving. The word dying can't nva b avoided as sooner or ltr u its gng to be in ur face. I'm veri sure u shud b askin urself why am I writing tis..The truth is tat I am scared tat one dae I won't wake up. I won't get to see my family, I won't be able to talk to them, salam them in the morning when they go to wrk, sae gdbye or gdnite and even sitting wif them during dinner at e dinner table and juz talk to them abt our daily live. Then, I won't be able to go school and see my gals, play wif them, joke wif them, sing wif them, work wif them and juz to be by their side. I won't be able to say sorry to my besties, for nt being there wif them, for nt calling them once a while to say "HI", for not being a bestie shud be. I am scared I won't be able to ask tat certain someone, "Why did it end?". I won't be able to juz stare at the sky and imagine
"Wat wud hav happen if it all turned out differenty"? I juz won't be able to do ani of tat one dae. Tats all it take. ONE DAMN DAY!!!
Normally I wud hav taken all tat for granted and nva do aniting to make it correct and keeping saying to myself "There's still tomorrow". I juz remember of tis song called "If tmr nva comes" by Ronan Keating. It so simple. I juz wanna tried to start a new dae and a new me and new life. I wanna live life on its edge and tinkin in mind tat if I hav one dae left. I wanna sae wat I wanna sae, do wat I wanna do, be wat I wanna be. Or atleast try to. I wanna live tis world wif no regrets.
NO REGRETS!!
- Anais Nin, French write(1903-1977)
Actuali tis is wat life means. To die but before that you hav to go through it all, suffering, error(mistake), risk and mostly loving. The word dying can't nva b avoided as sooner or ltr u its gng to be in ur face. I'm veri sure u shud b askin urself why am I writing tis..The truth is tat I am scared tat one dae I won't wake up. I won't get to see my family, I won't be able to talk to them, salam them in the morning when they go to wrk, sae gdbye or gdnite and even sitting wif them during dinner at e dinner table and juz talk to them abt our daily live. Then, I won't be able to go school and see my gals, play wif them, joke wif them, sing wif them, work wif them and juz to be by their side. I won't be able to say sorry to my besties, for nt being there wif them, for nt calling them once a while to say "HI", for not being a bestie shud be. I am scared I won't be able to ask tat certain someone, "Why did it end?". I won't be able to juz stare at the sky and imagine
"Wat wud hav happen if it all turned out differenty"? I juz won't be able to do ani of tat one dae. Tats all it take. ONE DAMN DAY!!!
Normally I wud hav taken all tat for granted and nva do aniting to make it correct and keeping saying to myself "There's still tomorrow". I juz remember of tis song called "If tmr nva comes" by Ronan Keating. It so simple. I juz wanna tried to start a new dae and a new me and new life. I wanna live life on its edge and tinkin in mind tat if I hav one dae left. I wanna sae wat I wanna sae, do wat I wanna do, be wat I wanna be. Or atleast try to. I wanna live tis world wif no regrets.
NO REGRETS!!
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
School..
WOHOO!! This is the 1st entry I am typing using my lappy(aka HP Pavillion dv3000 fig.1)...Finally got a lappy, eventhough it's nt juz mine alone(which I wished it was) but nah... sharing e burden/cost of tis installment paidly monthly with my dearest sista n brother..
Okie enough about school work and stress...Now for some photos...
The 1st pic- a drawing of my friends(w/o face dun noe hw 2 draw)..lol
Atleast I am given the fully holding of it wen projects n homework comes cuz I am the onli one still studying in the whole family...Ehk, I just realize I am writing in full "ENGLISH" words, no short form..lol
Okie back to the entry..I want to talk about the most common thing almost all of us is blogging about which is school work..DAMN!! I handed in my IN3D like damn late lor, 1st it was like I thought Jiamin's lappy lag, bt it was my god damn trees was lagging everything..shaite! Then I did wrongly for my files and folder, den I was my objects I didn't combine n delete all by history correctly...den my stupid land was like all over, some high, some low, den my flowers(which was 14*15*4 = alot) can't combine.. I had to restart like god damn 3-5 times cuz of this flowers, den it was my animation couldn't animate properly..ARGHH!!! But finally I handed in yesterdae nite at about 9.20pm..i think so, cuz e technictions came in told the most hated sentence ever "LAB CLOSED!!" ARGHH!!! i wanted to do at home, but den I can't realli sumbit it as my home not internet connection YET!! haha 8(
I am literally sleepy now cuz like I slept onli about 3 hrs on monday nite, den 5 hours yesterdae.. People can't believe tat I slept onli 3 hours on mondae, cuz they sae I look like not sleepy n all.. But nw I noe...I think my brain work this way..I don't feel the effect until like 2 or 3 days ltr... which is now..:( I juz want to sleep nw..actually i can sleep nw, cuz today suppose to be no class.. but still gt projects to do, like DMPF, DBIS, INMM, LEADERSHIP.. :'(
ps:I wanna cry!!
ps:I wanna cry!!
Oh ya, I chose my choice for option block...
It is 3-Dimension.. I didn't know what when through my head that particular day when I chose.. That day I was in school having PC's camp and all.. Me, Daryl, Jin Sheng aka Beanie came to IIT school lvl 5 IN3D lab to rush to go in the system..but stupidly we came in liek 15mins earlier, den the stupid system was up until about 10.05am...During the whole camp, I was thinking which I should choose..I was like freaking asking almost eveyone I know to get some idea...even my mom who don't even know what exactly I study..heh!
Okie, seriously I wanted someone to tell me wat to choose, i dun want to choose myself..god damn it... I want to be told what to do.. I like tat...So below are the reason why I chose 3D:
- I wanted to do something different.
- My passion is in animation but my mind is in DM(Distributed Multimedia)
- After the "timer" incident I am phobia already.
- I was thinking that I was taking the SSO project which is DM (which is counted as a major project) and with 3D in my hand also, I have so-called both world at my hands..
- Daryl pressed the button for me..haha :P
- Miss Natasha told me to challenge myself, and since I kinda okay with programming, but my 3D sux, so I tink I should go 3D to expand myself..
- I got a laptop with great graphics and sound system!! YEAH!!
See my options was simple between DM or 3D but somehow I complicate it so much that I hated myself now for choosing either one...lol
Okie enough about school work and stress...Now for some photos...
Fig.1
My lappy YEAH!!!
My choices...too small can't see..hmm
The 1st pic- a drawing of my friends(w/o face dun noe hw 2 draw)..lol
The 2nd pic- a pic of my hand a few days a go when my sista tatoo(inai) my hand when I was sleeping..siao
The 3rd pic- supposed to b dian in e pic cuz its "HER HOUSE"!! nw u can't complained alreadi,liao!!haha :P
To end of my post an emo picture of me..lol
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
DAMAGED!!!
I hav been in love wif tis song e 1st time i heard it on e radio.. I like e part wer they sae
"DO YOU HAVE A FIRST-AID KIT HANDY?"
Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
are you patient,
understanding?
Cuz I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
I've tried every remedy
And nothin' seems to work for me
Baby, (baby)
this situation is driving me crazy
And I really wanna be your lady
But the one before you left me so
Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
Do Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
are you patient,
understanding?
Cuz I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
You try to gain my trust
Talking is not enough
Actions speak louder than words
You gotta show me something
My heart is missin' some pieces
I need this puzzle put together again
Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged(So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
Can you fix my H-E-A-R-T
Cuz it D-A-M-A-G-E-D
Can you fix my H-E-A-R-T
Tell me are you up for the challenge
Cuz my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.
My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.
My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.
My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.
My heart is
Damaged.
"DO YOU HAVE A FIRST-AID KIT HANDY?"
Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
are you patient,
understanding?
Cuz I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
I've tried every remedy
And nothin' seems to work for me
Baby, (baby)
this situation is driving me crazy
And I really wanna be your lady
But the one before you left me so
Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
Do Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
are you patient,
understanding?
Cuz I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
You try to gain my trust
Talking is not enough
Actions speak louder than words
You gotta show me something
My heart is missin' some pieces
I need this puzzle put together again
Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged(So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
Can you fix my H-E-A-R-T
Cuz it D-A-M-A-G-E-D
Can you fix my H-E-A-R-T
Tell me are you up for the challenge
Cuz my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.
My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.
My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.
My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.
My heart is
Damaged.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Abt me...
Well finally had the time to blog..deleted e entry b4 cuz so emo..was quite disheartened about ydae events..So many presentation...Arghh!! So angry..To myself tat is..I shudn't hav taken tings so lightly.. All tis while..Cudn't blame ani1 except me..Well i found out alot of things abt myself tis week..
1st- From leadership, I found out I am a "S" from DISC test i did in Leadership class which means Steadniess which mean I like to be stead, security is my base of realtionship, accuracy is my achievements, I like a certain ppl onli which I care most abt, I am shy n e worst is tat i am a person who hates conflict n tat's y I alwaes avoid arguements n conflict n I hate changes in life..Tis test reali is quite accurate to me tat is...I like to avoid confrontations n I dun like to fight..n when I have probs I run away..I like to b secured wif wat I hav n I like to b wif my frenz onli..dun like changes..
2nd- From presentation, I am a person who is veri good at tings wen I am motivated or when I really like what I am presenting..In tis case is tat I like to present my DMPF video which I did wif Dian, Sharlene n Juvone..quite nice..hope I can upload it here soon..Sori dian..
3rd- I am realli confused!! in wat to choose for Options between DM(Distriuted Multimedia) or 3D Animations..Well I like programming bt after ydae tat part of me was DIED!! I like to create stuff in Maya..which I am liking my city of wonder..bt I am not tat proficient in tat area...
ARGH!!! Confused!!!
Actualli i learned more abt myself bt den I gt no time to type all..so mayb I'l continue ltr..
BYE!!
PS:Aniwae sori for blocking u all out of my blog..i had my reason..
1st- From leadership, I found out I am a "S" from DISC test i did in Leadership class which means Steadniess which mean I like to be stead, security is my base of realtionship, accuracy is my achievements, I like a certain ppl onli which I care most abt, I am shy n e worst is tat i am a person who hates conflict n tat's y I alwaes avoid arguements n conflict n I hate changes in life..Tis test reali is quite accurate to me tat is...I like to avoid confrontations n I dun like to fight..n when I have probs I run away..I like to b secured wif wat I hav n I like to b wif my frenz onli..dun like changes..
2nd- From presentation, I am a person who is veri good at tings wen I am motivated or when I really like what I am presenting..In tis case is tat I like to present my DMPF video which I did wif Dian, Sharlene n Juvone..quite nice..hope I can upload it here soon..Sori dian..
3rd- I am realli confused!! in wat to choose for Options between DM(Distriuted Multimedia) or 3D Animations..Well I like programming bt after ydae tat part of me was DIED!! I like to create stuff in Maya..which I am liking my city of wonder..bt I am not tat proficient in tat area...
ARGH!!! Confused!!!
Actualli i learned more abt myself bt den I gt no time to type all..so mayb I'l continue ltr..
BYE!!
PS:Aniwae sori for blocking u all out of my blog..i had my reason..
Friday, April 25, 2008
SUPER!!!
I just realize tat tis week post on everyone blog is abt sch strting n all..I tink tis post will b like e others...
I dun reali noe wat to sae..I am just super tired n super frustated n super headache n super stress n super confused..ok I am sure u r wondering y I am "super" everything..k, let me explain..
1st- SUPER TIRED: I am tired of being me...as in nw at tis moment..tired of school, tired of CCA Recruitment Drive n tired of Work..To conclude I am just tired...too much thing to tink of, to do, to say, to be...
2nd- SUPER FRUSTATED: I am just frus wif myself cuz I keep delaying work,promises n stuff..I keep delaying things both in sch and personal.. I REALI want to go out with my bestie n I keep promising them with "Next week I am free" but ended up with I am not.. I REALI want to do well in studies with "Yes! I can do tis" but ended up with I am too lazy n excitment is all gone.. To conclude I am frus with e thing I do, say n be...
3rd- SUPER HEADACHE: I am having a headache thinking which shud I do 1st.. I dun noe how to manage my time well... I want to be good n do e best in everything I do, I want to be a all-rounded person..I juz can't, I shud be but I won't...I juz dun..
4th- SUPER STRESS: I am super stress with overall LIFE as a whole.. I dun noe how have I kept myself going for tis long.. How did I survive PSLE, "O" Level n now Poly? If I can't stand e stress how am I supposed to survive in e real world? Many keep telling me tat life is stressful but they nvr sae tis "STRESSFUL"... I reali wonder if I can b want others expect me to be.. *I may b strong outside but i am juz e same as u all*
5th- SUPER CONFUSED: I am uber confused... I dun noe wat I want in life.. I noe wat others want me to be but me, myself dun... I wonder y I took e subject tat i taken in e past..it wasn't related to wat i doing now... I wonder can I be wat I wanted to be 10 years ago, wen our primary sch teacher wud ask "Children, what do you want to be when you grow up?".. I wonder if I was destined/ fated to be feel wat I am feeling now... I wonder y I am e wae I am todae.. I wonder if I stayed tis wae wud I be hepi... I
I wonder wat will become of me in e future... I wonder if I had change the way I live in e past wud it make any difference... I wonder.. Okie mayb I wonder too much tat makes me become confused... LOL..:)
Okie tis is e VERY MOST EXTREME SUPER UBER TREMENDOUS SEVERE INTENSE EXCESSIVE post for me...klah cya arnd..I hope u all dun feel e wae I am feeling now..
cya n bye :D
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
I BROKE MY ARM!!!
well bad news..i broken my right arm..;(
ok nt broke bt strained it..sori tat i got u all like worried der 4 a moment...juz wanted to see how u react..lol
k den back to how i strained it..i fell down from the bike when i went 4 my practical lesson..damn lesson u noe..i hav been doing tat lesson 4 like alreadi almost 4 times...i dun noe now..i am now quite phobia 2 do tat figure-of-8 course..i juz cudn't control e bike..i was ok at first den my bike hit e kerb n it went bounce n i went fell front n unfortunately my right hand was e first to get e impact of the grass... n hell ya no instructor was der..so e other learner drivers went down from their bike n help me..i cud hear horning trying to alert e instructor n all..so den i tried to stand up bt my leg was shaken up n i felt as if i lost my right arm..i felt as if my right arm wasn't mine n it was like dangling from my shoulder so i had to use my right hand to bring it up..so when e instructor came he was like all "Are u ok? Can u stand up? Can u move ur fingers?" I was still in shocked due to e impact n all..I tried to stand up again n now i succeded.. i tried to move my fingers n THANK GOD i still was able to..i juz could lift up my whole arm..so den e instructor told me to take a rest under e shelter..so i did..Followed tat i sat at e chair der..n many other instructor was coming to me one by one n asking me e same qns.."Are you ok?"
To cut everyting short i was fine n all bt e pain came back wen i headed for home..i elbow was strained..i was juz scared tat my old injury wud come back.. u noe i had an fractured elbow last time when i was like 10yrs old plus..so wen i gt back hm i wanted to sleep it off..aniwae no one was home at tat time..i didn't want to alert my parents n all..so i stayed home bt i did sms my sis abt e accident bt she cudn't do aniting cuz she was at work so she called my parents..so wen my parents heard tat, they came back home straight n quickly send me to e clinic downstairs n my dad was getting ready to send me to e hospital or something while me n my mum was in e clinic wif e doctor bt ended up e doctor it was nothing serious juz tat i had to take thing lightly n nt strained it animore..so nw i am at home resting 4 3 whole days not working n not doing aniting bt tmr i need to go back sch to go for the Arts Induction Camp..it for like for e leaders of e arts CCA groups n PC is sending all 6 main-comm people for e camp..so nw i hav 2 type out our Year Plan (for e year duh!!) since i am e secretary n all..damn nw my arm is strained again..
So thankz for listening to my story of my "ehmm" "broken" arm..lol hehe :D
ok nt broke bt strained it..sori tat i got u all like worried der 4 a moment...juz wanted to see how u react..lol
k den back to how i strained it..i fell down from the bike when i went 4 my practical lesson..damn lesson u noe..i hav been doing tat lesson 4 like alreadi almost 4 times...i dun noe now..i am now quite phobia 2 do tat figure-of-8 course..i juz cudn't control e bike..i was ok at first den my bike hit e kerb n it went bounce n i went fell front n unfortunately my right hand was e first to get e impact of the grass... n hell ya no instructor was der..so e other learner drivers went down from their bike n help me..i cud hear horning trying to alert e instructor n all..so den i tried to stand up bt my leg was shaken up n i felt as if i lost my right arm..i felt as if my right arm wasn't mine n it was like dangling from my shoulder so i had to use my right hand to bring it up..so when e instructor came he was like all "Are u ok? Can u stand up? Can u move ur fingers?" I was still in shocked due to e impact n all..I tried to stand up again n now i succeded.. i tried to move my fingers n THANK GOD i still was able to..i juz could lift up my whole arm..so den e instructor told me to take a rest under e shelter..so i did..Followed tat i sat at e chair der..n many other instructor was coming to me one by one n asking me e same qns.."Are you ok?"
To cut everyting short i was fine n all bt e pain came back wen i headed for home..i elbow was strained..i was juz scared tat my old injury wud come back.. u noe i had an fractured elbow last time when i was like 10yrs old plus..so wen i gt back hm i wanted to sleep it off..aniwae no one was home at tat time..i didn't want to alert my parents n all..so i stayed home bt i did sms my sis abt e accident bt she cudn't do aniting cuz she was at work so she called my parents..so wen my parents heard tat, they came back home straight n quickly send me to e clinic downstairs n my dad was getting ready to send me to e hospital or something while me n my mum was in e clinic wif e doctor bt ended up e doctor it was nothing serious juz tat i had to take thing lightly n nt strained it animore..so nw i am at home resting 4 3 whole days not working n not doing aniting bt tmr i need to go back sch to go for the Arts Induction Camp..it for like for e leaders of e arts CCA groups n PC is sending all 6 main-comm people for e camp..so nw i hav 2 type out our Year Plan (for e year duh!!) since i am e secretary n all..damn nw my arm is strained again..
So thankz for listening to my story of my "ehmm" "broken" arm..lol hehe :D
Saturday, March 22, 2008
TO YOU!!
tis post is dedicated 2 my fav. gals in e world..lol..to my c167 gals..here's to u..watch e video..:) [its quite long sori]
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Monday, March 17, 2008
I AM BACK!!
Woohoo !!! I AM BACK...i juz gt my internet connection back in like 5 daes ago n as u cn c i juz change my blog skin..i dun noe wat 2 change 2 so i juz "so-called" copied sum1 else n change e pic..well i noe its nt tat gd or aniting special sumhw its juz sumting special 2 me..hmm..
so since its been a long time since i nvr wrote a real long post, i will make tis a memorable one..
K, first of all i wanna sae lets strt everyting a new horizon...a new dae, a new week, a new year for all tats having holidae like me...aniwae i wanna face each dae n living it as my last...
Ok i hav been reading tis small books of diff. thots of wat life realli mean n so on..so i like tis sentence tat sae
"If you were to die the next day what would you do in this final moment?"
n by tat sentence itself i realize tat life is too precious 2 live it so carefully n i have been doin' all my life..i hav lived life too safely n nt takin' risk..since we all hav 1 life 2 live, i believe we muz live it fully..so dun take life too seriously n live it freely as u wished as tis life is urs n urs onli...hehe wah i juz sound so serious..ok tis post is nt abt wat i wud do if i knew i onli hav i dae 2 live bt its abt wat i am goin' 2 miss most in life if i were 2 die e next dae..
First on my list is my FAMILY..deh whu wudn't rite??
i wud miss my dad, mom, sis n bro..i wud miss e time i spend wif my family frm holidae 2 silly arguments...i wud realli miss them truely...i still want 2 repay them 4 their love n kindness even if it takes my whole life 2 achieve tat...^^
Next is my friends.. BESTIES
From Nurhidayu, Nor Fadilah n Siti Nadhirah...i will alwaes rmb them 4 moments wer we were so innocent which we played catching 2 singing 2gether n almost becoming a girl grp called "TAK GALS"....hehe..we even had cd ok bt no song lol...actuali we onli gt like 1 song written..haha..
n nw we r tis..[pic left]
"We are same yet different in our own ways"..ehk tat sound familar..hmm, ah, i rmb i wrote a "so-called" poem abt us..u noe out of all my frenz i reali see my besties as besties becuz they r e one whu actuali strted 2 teach me e true meaning of friendship n wat it takes 2 make one tat cn withstand aniting in its path..actuali they r e one tat b4 them i was alwaes trying 2 stand out bt with them i was free n felt i nid nt 2 b stressed up..i noe wat u might b tinking..we did had our occasional fight n all n almost broke up bt we manage 2 went thru everyting n got back 2 our path of relationship..i tink i hav nvr told them tis b4...I reali want 2 thank them 4 everyting.. the best ting abt them is whenever i looked at e previous pic i wud alwaes smile by myself n wud rmb back all e memories we had n tat makes me happy...:)
Next on my list is e ppl whu r currently n alwaes reading tis post n yes its u..dun turn back its u..my C167 gals...
Cindy Dian Jiamin Juvone Sharlene ShuJuan Nan
Wat cn i sae abt u gals..I reali luv u all... wat else i cn sae.. i dun noe wat wud hav happen 2 me in my poly life if u gals wasn't der.. i noe i might nt b e best friend in tis world [cuz i cn b a bit..ok alot of ____{u fill in e blank}] bt i hope u luv me too:)
actuali der is 1 ting i wanna sae abt u gals...
k wat else wud i miss.. oh ya i will miss my diff stages of hair like below...
frm tie back, to reborn n short hair..lol
I am also gng 2 miss is tis place..it bring back alot of memories..hmm..
ok wat else cn i miss..hmm 4 nw i am nt miss aniting...
sori i am gng 2 finish tis post early cuz veri sleepy alreadi...
gdnite n cya :)
most of all i'll miss tis..
so since its been a long time since i nvr wrote a real long post, i will make tis a memorable one..
K, first of all i wanna sae lets strt everyting a new horizon...a new dae, a new week, a new year for all tats having holidae like me...aniwae i wanna face each dae n living it as my last...Ok i hav been reading tis small books of diff. thots of wat life realli mean n so on..so i like tis sentence tat sae
"If you were to die the next day what would you do in this final moment?"
n by tat sentence itself i realize tat life is too precious 2 live it so carefully n i have been doin' all my life..i hav lived life too safely n nt takin' risk..since we all hav 1 life 2 live, i believe we muz live it fully..so dun take life too seriously n live it freely as u wished as tis life is urs n urs onli...hehe wah i juz sound so serious..ok tis post is nt abt wat i wud do if i knew i onli hav i dae 2 live bt its abt wat i am goin' 2 miss most in life if i were 2 die e next dae..
First on my list is my FAMILY..deh whu wudn't rite??i wud miss my dad, mom, sis n bro..i wud miss e time i spend wif my family frm holidae 2 silly arguments...i wud realli miss them truely...i still want 2 repay them 4 their love n kindness even if it takes my whole life 2 achieve tat...^^
Next is my friends.. BESTIESFrom Nurhidayu, Nor Fadilah n Siti Nadhirah...i will alwaes rmb them 4 moments wer we were so innocent which we played catching 2 singing 2gether n almost becoming a girl grp called "TAK GALS"....hehe..we even had cd ok bt no song lol...actuali we onli gt like 1 song written..haha..
n nw we r tis..[pic left]"We are same yet different in our own ways"..ehk tat sound familar..hmm, ah, i rmb i wrote a "so-called" poem abt us..u noe out of all my frenz i reali see my besties as besties becuz they r e one whu actuali strted 2 teach me e true meaning of friendship n wat it takes 2 make one tat cn withstand aniting in its path..actuali they r e one tat b4 them i was alwaes trying 2 stand out bt with them i was free n felt i nid nt 2 b stressed up..i noe wat u might b tinking..we did had our occasional fight n all n almost broke up bt we manage 2 went thru everyting n got back 2 our path of relationship..i tink i hav nvr told them tis b4...I reali want 2 thank them 4 everyting.. the best ting abt them is whenever i looked at e previous pic i wud alwaes smile by myself n wud rmb back all e memories we had n tat makes me happy...:)
Next on my list is e ppl whu r currently n alwaes reading tis post n yes its u..dun turn back its u..my C167 gals...
Cindy Dian Jiamin Juvone Sharlene ShuJuan Nan
Wat cn i sae abt u gals..I reali luv u all... wat else i cn sae.. i dun noe wat wud hav happen 2 me in my poly life if u gals wasn't der.. i noe i might nt b e best friend in tis world [cuz i cn b a bit..ok alot of ____{u fill in e blank}] bt i hope u luv me too:)actuali der is 1 ting i wanna sae abt u gals...
Why do i miss you? [sound familar]
Cuz
You made me smile
You are Nice,
You are Sweet
You are Special.
and tats why I miss YOU...
haha:PCuz
You made me smile
You are Nice,
You are Sweet
You are Special.
and tats why I miss YOU...
k wat else wud i miss.. oh ya i will miss my diff stages of hair like below...
frm tie back, to reborn n short hair..lol
I am also gng 2 miss is tis place..it bring back alot of memories..hmm..
ok wat else cn i miss..hmm 4 nw i am nt miss aniting...
sori i am gng 2 finish tis post early cuz veri sleepy alreadi...
gdnite n cya :)
most of all i'll miss tis..
Monday, March 10, 2008
Hmm...2
haha..see e title quite funny right...lol:P
Oklah tis post is e continuation 4 e previous post tat was juz abt a few hrs ago..sori abt tat cuz i had 2 go 4 a short meetin' 4 my cca so had cut it short *which is like a lasted abt 1hr or so =.=* ..oookay,nw wat was e previous pos abt..hmm..OIC! it's abt me tryin' 2 make a long post *cuz sum1 hav personally requested... ^.^*
ok tis post is abt wat i wanna do during e hols..ok so set...bt den tis post may nt b long also seh *cuz i am nt planning 2 do much tis hol..lol:P*...
To-do-list:
Oklah tis post is e continuation 4 e previous post tat was juz abt a few hrs ago..sori abt tat cuz i had 2 go 4 a short meetin' 4 my cca so had cut it short *which is like a lasted abt 1hr or so =.=* ..oookay,nw wat was e previous pos abt..hmm..OIC! it's abt me tryin' 2 make a long post *cuz sum1 hav personally requested... ^.^*
ok tis post is abt wat i wanna do during e hols..ok so set...bt den tis post may nt b long also seh *cuz i am nt planning 2 do much tis hol..lol:P*...
To-do-list:
- Watch all e cd in my rack *tat includes hidustain movie, english movie, etc..i mean all!!*
- Book my 1st driving lisence *which i am gonna b doin' in a few hrs time..*
- Read my new borrowed self improvement book called One-Minute Tips *which i noe i am nt gonna finish it..:(*
- Make myself fit.. *so no more spare tire arnd my waist*
- Make myself hepi alwaes *veri hard 2 do nw a daes*
- Go 4 class chalet..persuade my parents so i cn sleep der.. *which i noe they nt gonna let me..bt it doesn't hurt 2 try,rite?*
- Go atleast once a wk 2 sch lib n update my blog.. *i'm sure most ppl wud b hepi hearing tis...*
- I wanna cook sumting 4 myself...i nt tat a great of a cook bt i wanna try my hand on tis... *i tink i am gonna die aft eatin'...lol*
- Go out wif jm,nan,juv,dian,sj,sharlene n cindy tis holidae.. (perhaps) *aniwer plz..i am damn bored at hm...:)*
- Go out wif my bestie once in tis holidae.. *i'm sure they r veri busy nowadays...:(*
- Lastly, on my list is i wanna pick up a new hobby..i dun noe wat bt anitin' can do.. *mayb collecting stamps..haha..jk:)*
I noe tis is e typical list of a student during holidae bt i am a typical gal in temasek polytechnic.. i sumtime still can't believe tat i am alreadi in POLYTECHNIC n it's been almost a year alreadi..i am still in a world tat i believe tat i am in secondary sch..n nw is March holidae..wow tats was kinda weird..so 4 tat..i suddenly went out of topic..EHK!! okie, mayb tats my next topic of e nxt entry which mayb tmr's entry or i dun noe..hmm
ok gotta go do e 2nd ting on my list bye...hehe:)
PS: To they who r comin' down tmr 2 sch 2 play b-ball..cya tmr..can't wait 2 c u all again...:D
Hmm...
ok since sum1 said tat my previous post was so short >.< ...i hav decided 2 make tis post a long one..bt in e 1st place i dun noe wat 2 write..hmm..let me see..wat 2 sae...hmm.. :"
:D kay, i get it alreadi..i am gonna talk abt me..lol:P *obviously it's my blog...:)*
ok seriously tis post gonna b abt...
ps: sori bt gotta go...i'll talk abt wat i am gonna talk abt ltr..or mayb tmr?
:D kay, i get it alreadi..i am gonna talk abt me..lol:P *obviously it's my blog...:)*
ok seriously tis post gonna b abt...
ps: sori bt gotta go...i'll talk abt wat i am gonna talk abt ltr..or mayb tmr?
Monday, February 18, 2008
Lost and found...
Well i am finally back after being gone for abt i dun noe hw long..well i tink u all will b wondering hw i cn i update rite? YUP...I am at...sch lib..yea i now it kinda sux tat everytime i wanna check my email n stuff on e net i hav 2 come 2 sch..n yea i wanna find sumwer tat's free n easy 2 use..lol..
k back 2 y me being MIA for so long as u all as complain...my reason is if u cn read at e tagboard is tat my internet connection at hm is cut due 2 changing of internet provider..actuali my reali family intention is 2 get e free gifts tat they r giving 4 new subscribtion..ok i noe its veri cheap skate bt wat 2 do, we s'porean r veri kiasu wif all those free gifts n all..
klah actuali its veri boring here in sch lib..well i hav been in here since 9am till like 1pm..i am lazy 2 go hm so early..ok i actuali i came here 2 check out on of my goal in life 2 go for bike lisence..n yea finally mondae i will go 2 e SDCC 2 enrol into class 2B which may cost $180 plus (which i am hoping 4 2 b costing me cuz tat us wat i hav onli)...ok so it set tat on mondae i'll come 2 sch 4 a while 2 go 4 production crew meeting (which if possible e outcome will be e best)..which will end at 1pm plus n den i will go 2 Yio Chu Kang Mrt 2 walk 2 SDCC..yea finally 1 of my dreams hav come true...weewee...
Ok actuali many of my small dreams hav come true..bt den e major ones r veri difficult...ok actuali i wanted 2 talk abt my b-dae celebration...ok sori 4 no pics cuz my phone is nt able 2 upload pic 2 e comp(due 2 e connection problem)...
ok my 1st celebration was wif my dearest c167 class gal..its a be-early celebration n i luv it..(even e RA part n cake up e nose)...thx 4 everything gals..reali...
nxt celebration was wif my parents...my mom treated me pizza(again)...n after tat it was 2 clementi near east coast 2 eat my 1 of currently fav food which is char kway...okay tats abt my celebration...n i am still wanting 4 my 999 which onli my family understand...
Ok, i wanna sae tat i am veri sori 4 all tis mix paragraphs n unorganized entry..i dun noe y these few daes i am quite restless...its juz 4 me 2 noe..n 4 u 2 nvr find out...oklga gotta go nw..almost 12pm alreadi..mayb gng ou earlier..klah bye..till nxt wk i guess??
k back 2 y me being MIA for so long as u all as complain...my reason is if u cn read at e tagboard is tat my internet connection at hm is cut due 2 changing of internet provider..actuali my reali family intention is 2 get e free gifts tat they r giving 4 new subscribtion..ok i noe its veri cheap skate bt wat 2 do, we s'porean r veri kiasu wif all those free gifts n all..
klah actuali its veri boring here in sch lib..well i hav been in here since 9am till like 1pm..i am lazy 2 go hm so early..ok i actuali i came here 2 check out on of my goal in life 2 go for bike lisence..n yea finally mondae i will go 2 e SDCC 2 enrol into class 2B which may cost $180 plus (which i am hoping 4 2 b costing me cuz tat us wat i hav onli)...ok so it set tat on mondae i'll come 2 sch 4 a while 2 go 4 production crew meeting (which if possible e outcome will be e best)..which will end at 1pm plus n den i will go 2 Yio Chu Kang Mrt 2 walk 2 SDCC..yea finally 1 of my dreams hav come true...weewee...
Ok actuali many of my small dreams hav come true..bt den e major ones r veri difficult...ok actuali i wanted 2 talk abt my b-dae celebration...ok sori 4 no pics cuz my phone is nt able 2 upload pic 2 e comp(due 2 e connection problem)...
ok my 1st celebration was wif my dearest c167 class gal..its a be-early celebration n i luv it..(even e RA part n cake up e nose)...thx 4 everything gals..reali...
nxt celebration was wif my parents...my mom treated me pizza(again)...n after tat it was 2 clementi near east coast 2 eat my 1 of currently fav food which is char kway...okay tats abt my celebration...n i am still wanting 4 my 999 which onli my family understand...
Ok, i wanna sae tat i am veri sori 4 all tis mix paragraphs n unorganized entry..i dun noe y these few daes i am quite restless...its juz 4 me 2 noe..n 4 u 2 nvr find out...oklga gotta go nw..almost 12pm alreadi..mayb gng ou earlier..klah bye..till nxt wk i guess??
Sunday, February 10, 2008
CNY !!!
Okie.. i noe most of u ppl r celebrating CNY n here i am at hm, trying 2 crack my brain open 2 do IDES again..yes, u all might b askin' "Again, y?"..its all bcuz we*which i mean my class* all didn't get 2 peggy standard..*which i wanna warned u all tat its veri e high..really*..arh!! enuf abt tat..nw still "improving" my mazda site..seriouslah..i noe tat i realli did a shity site bt dun like condemned me 4 it..it was 4am in e morning wen i was doin' it 4 sure it wud come out nt as expected..okie..i noe u all might b thinkin' tat juz sum lame ass excuse 2 get off e hook bt actuali its nt.. as i said i juz recently found out hw 2 on my comp n trust me it takes abt 10-15mins 2 on tis damn thing..bt aniwhu i still am greatfull tat cher still gave us more time..bt wth..i admit tat i am lazy n certainly more brain on my right side which is e logic part if i am nt wrong..
okie i tink i am typing veri e nonsence alreadi..i dun noe sumtimes i juz wanns type non-stop abt my life n everytin' tat's happenin' bt i noe tat tis is a public blog n every1 or ani stranger cn hepily come across my blog n read all tis personal stuff abt me..see, i am writing' nonsence again..
so b4 i go off, i juz wanna sae tat mayb tat i am nt gonna blog like abt tis few weeks or so cuz wif all e assignment n end-of-year exam n all..so tis mayb my last entry 4 e month..so thk 2 all readers out der 4 reading my blog..reading abt me..me n only me eventhough it doesn't concern some of u..lol..okie dokie..i will go nw..still gt IDES, MMP1, DTAT n CMSK..so gd luck 2 all tat is doin' e same ting as me..GD LUCK!!! bye ^-^
okie i tink i am typing veri e nonsence alreadi..i dun noe sumtimes i juz wanns type non-stop abt my life n everytin' tat's happenin' bt i noe tat tis is a public blog n every1 or ani stranger cn hepily come across my blog n read all tis personal stuff abt me..see, i am writing' nonsence again..
so b4 i go off, i juz wanna sae tat mayb tat i am nt gonna blog like abt tis few weeks or so cuz wif all e assignment n end-of-year exam n all..so tis mayb my last entry 4 e month..so thk 2 all readers out der 4 reading my blog..reading abt me..me n only me eventhough it doesn't concern some of u..lol..okie dokie..i will go nw..still gt IDES, MMP1, DTAT n CMSK..so gd luck 2 all tat is doin' e same ting as me..GD LUCK!!! bye ^-^
Friday, February 1, 2008
Finally!!
Woohoo...finally I got a laptop..hahax..juz kidding...nw using my fren laptop(wei sheng) thx..so much..atleast i got the taste/exprience of using a laptop even for a seconds.. i really hope that my family's financial situation will change my life n sum how we win a million dollar..lol nvr gt one lor..aniwae nw i am here is reality of life...*which is nt so great*
aniwae i'm supposed 2 go lab 2 do IDES..man hav 2 change everything n basically strt frm scratch..atleast IDES cher is ok but wat's wif MMP1 cher.. *she like dun like me like tat lor.. she like ignore me..* aniwae tat's was yesterdae..nw I am happy cuz I finish my CDS *which is SIWM aka Styles In Writing for the New Media 4 those whu 4got* nw i hav nutting on CDS so it's 1 out of 3 subject tat I can't 4get abt..lol..e other 2 is OOPG n C.Maths 2.. bt den ltr gt finally exam..
nw juz hav 2 wori abt *in its difficultness*:
nw juz hav 2 wori abt *in its difficultness*:
- MMP1-Multimedia Project 1
- IDES-Interface Design
- DTAT-Digital Tools and Techniques
Oklor..Finally i wanna sae tis few last sentences b4 i finish tis entry..*tis all frm wat i cn gather frm their blog n sum frm themselves..*
- I hope Jiamin aka Jasmine b Ok since thurs was quite a bad dae 4 her.. *r u ok?*
- I hope Sharlene manage 2 do her IDES again cuz on wed her files was corrupted..n 4 her 2 find her true n final one soon.. *hang in der girlfriend:)*
- I hope Juvone will achieved her career in the future..*mayb as future leader/facililator...*
- I hope Nan to find her soon-to-be sooner!! *bt nt b4 valentine dae..cuz tat dae u r mine..lol*
- I hope bad karma wud finally leave Dian...*hope u manage 2 do all ur projects*
- I hope SJ, no Alice, no Bernie, no C__ *erm* , no D__ *erm*, no Eunice..ok wat is her name nxt wk, NAN??
- I hope all my frenz dreamz 2 come true.. *hehe..so touchin'*
- Finally, I hope my class will manage 2 finish all their projects in time.. I noe we hav a lot of assignment 2 hand in but I juz wanna say "HANG IN THERE GALS!! WE CAN DO IT. YES WE CAN!!" *frm bob e builder..lol:P*
Monday, January 28, 2008
ok i dun noe...
ok as u all cn see i am trying to change my blog layout..n sum hw it's nt gng as i expected...
all e codes were confusing n e colors 2 change my layout was horibble...nevertheless..i'll find e rite wae in changing e codes...
aniwae my pt of writing tis post is becuz i gt noting else 2 do...actuali i gt a lot 2 do bt sumhow..frm hmwrks, to assignment n so on..ok i am getting out of hand..i dun noe wat i am gonna b in e future..i dun noe wat's my carrer is gng 2 b n i dun noe will my dreams will ever b reality... *haha tis sound so so so dramatic..ok i hav 2 find sumting better 2 do..or else...ok enuf sharina!* sori abt tat juz me trying 2 straightening everyting in my life..
ok try tmr entry will b abt wat i will do in my life..so by e next entry, it will b abt me n my 10yrs plan..lol:)ok let me plan tis right or nt i am gonna screw up my own life..n i noe tat i will nt get a 2nd chance.. *n i alreadi screw up once..*
oklah since i gt nutting else 2 sae or in this case, i'll go..so till den bye cya:D
all e codes were confusing n e colors 2 change my layout was horibble...nevertheless..i'll find e rite wae in changing e codes...
aniwae my pt of writing tis post is becuz i gt noting else 2 do...actuali i gt a lot 2 do bt sumhow..frm hmwrks, to assignment n so on..ok i am getting out of hand..i dun noe wat i am gonna b in e future..i dun noe wat's my carrer is gng 2 b n i dun noe will my dreams will ever b reality... *haha tis sound so so so dramatic..ok i hav 2 find sumting better 2 do..or else...ok enuf sharina!* sori abt tat juz me trying 2 straightening everyting in my life..
ok try tmr entry will b abt wat i will do in my life..so by e next entry, it will b abt me n my 10yrs plan..lol:)ok let me plan tis right or nt i am gonna screw up my own life..n i noe tat i will nt get a 2nd chance.. *n i alreadi screw up once..*
oklah since i gt nutting else 2 sae or in this case, i'll go..so till den bye cya:D
Friday, January 25, 2008
Ten Rules to Live By to Achieve INTJ Success
So as I had promises..here it is:
Ten Rules to Live By to Achieve INTJ Success
e red ones r e main ting..e invisible ones r e explanation...
- Feed Your Strengths! Do things that allow your brilliant intuition and logical abilities to flourish. Explore the fascinating worlds of science, mathematics, law and medicine. Give your mind an outlet for its exceptional analytical abilities, and watch them grow.
- Face Your Weaknesses! See your weaknesses for what they are, and seek to overcome them. Especially, strive to use your judgment against your internal ideas and intuitions, rather than as a means of disregarding other people's ideas.
- Talk Through Your Thoughts. You need to step through your intuitions in order to put them into perspective. Give yourself time to do this, and take advantage of discussing ideas with others. You'll find externalizing your internal intuitions to be a valuable exercise. If you don't have someone to discuss your ideas with, try expressing your ideas clearly in writing.
- Take in Everything. Don't dismiss ideas prematurely because you don't respect the person generating the ideas, or because you think you already know it all. After all, everybody has something to offer, and nobody knows everything. Steven Covey says it so well when he says: "Seek first to understand, and then to be understood."
- When You Get Angry, You Lose. Your passion and intensity are strong assets, but can be very harmful if you allow yourself to fall into the "Anger Trap". Remember that Anger is destructive to your personal relationships. Work through your anger before you impress it upon others, or you will likely find yourself alone. Disagreements and disappointments can only be handled effectively in a non-personal and dispassionate manner.
- Respect your Need for Intellectual Compatibility.Don't expect yourself to be a "touchy-feely" or "warm-fuzzy" person. Realize that your most ardent bonds with others will start with the head, rather than the heart. Be aware of other's emotional needs, and express your genuine love and respect for them in terms that are real to YOU. Be yourself.
- Be Accountable for Yourself. Don't blame the problems in your life on other people. Look inwardly for solutions. No one has more control over your life than you have.
- Be Humble. Judge yourself at least as harshly as you judge others.
- Assume the Best. Don't distress yourself and others by dwelling on the dark side of everything. Just as there is a positive charge for every negative charge, there is a light side to every dark side. Remember that positive situations are created by positive attitudes. Expect the best, and the best will come forward.
- Don't Get Isolated! Recognize the value that the external world represents to you, and interact with it in the style that's natural to you. Join clubs and internet e-mail lists that house in-depth discussions of topics that you're interested in. Seek and foster friendships with others of like competence and capacity for understanding. Extravert in your own style.
sori e words r hidden..trying 2 adjust tis blog layout...
sorry but can't upload pic yet so bear wif it.. so till tmr or e next entry...
bye cya:D
All abt me...
Ok todae was veri slack n fun...went eat wif my frenz n we did tis test abt wat our stress level was n wat our personality is..so me, jam, vone n dian try out e survey..
The rating was like tis: *i tink so lah..nan n apple plz tell me e right one kay...:)*
*thx nan*
0-15:rust out;
20-35:no stress;
40-60: average;gd adjustment n healthy;
65-80:stress;
81-100:burnout!!
so guess wat i got..guess lor..
I got 65!!!
man..considered stress bt nt 2 e extreme..thx god..i noe i am gonna get high stress level cuz i cn feel it myself wif e hint frm my shoulder blade...which i am *now desperately wants yoko-yoko* using koyok...damn pain seh... wat i'm showin' u is e pic of e koyok n yoko2...yeah!
After e stress level thingy, it was to e personality thingy..so here it is:
Q1. Which is your most natural energy orientation?
-Extraverted(E) or Introverted (I)
Q2. Which way of Perceiving or understanding is most "automatic" or natural?
-Sensing(S) or iNtuitive(N)
Q3. Which way of forming Judgments and making choices is most natural?
-Thinking(T) or Feeling(F)
Q4. What is your "action orientation" towards the outside world?
-Judging(J) or Perceiving(P)
So i was INTJ...
which means I am:
Career:
Strength-
"Ten Rules to Live By to Achieve INTJ Success"
so stay tune in 4 tmr..n i'll upload pic of me wif my sis at orchard n wat i eat..
oklah till den bye..cya..:D
website 2 go 2:
The rating was like tis: *i tink so lah..nan n apple plz tell me e right one kay...:)*
*thx nan*
0-15:rust out;
20-35:no stress;
40-60: average;gd adjustment n healthy;
65-80:stress;
81-100:burnout!!
so guess wat i got..guess lor..
I got 65!!!
man..considered stress bt nt 2 e extreme..thx god..i noe i am gonna get high stress level cuz i cn feel it myself wif e hint frm my shoulder blade...which i am *now desperately wants yoko-yoko* using koyok...damn pain seh... wat i'm showin' u is e pic of e koyok n yoko2...yeah!
After e stress level thingy, it was to e personality thingy..so here it is:
Q1. Which is your most natural energy orientation?
-Extraverted(E) or Introverted (I)
Q2. Which way of Perceiving or understanding is most "automatic" or natural?
-Sensing(S) or iNtuitive(N)
Q3. Which way of forming Judgments and making choices is most natural?
-Thinking(T) or Feeling(F)
Q4. What is your "action orientation" towards the outside world?
-Judging(J) or Perceiving(P)
So i was INTJ...
which means I am:
Career:
- Scientists
- Engineers
- Professors and Teachers
- Medical Doctors / Dentist
- Corporate Strategists and Organization Builders
- Business Administrators / Managers
- Military Leaders
- Lawyers / Attorneys
- Judges
- Computer Programmers
- Systems Analysts
- Computer Specialists
Strength-
- Not threatened by conflict or criticism
- Usually self-confident
- Take their relationships and commitments seriously
- Generally extremely intelligent and capable
- Able to leave a relationship which should be ended, although they may dwell on it in their minds for awhile afterwards
- Interested in "optimizing" their relationships
- Good listeners
- Not naturally in tune with others feelings; may be insensitive at times
- May tend to respond to conflict with logic and reason, rather than the desired emotional support
- Not naturally good at expressing feelings and affections
- Tendency to believe that they're always right
- Tendency to be unwilling or unable to accept blame
- Their constant quest to improve everything may be taxing on relationships
- Tend to hold back part of themselves
"Ten Rules to Live By to Achieve INTJ Success"
so stay tune in 4 tmr..n i'll upload pic of me wif my sis at orchard n wat i eat..
oklah till den bye..cya..:D
website 2 go 2:
- for(E,I)(S,N)(T,F)(J,P):http://www.personalitypathways.com/type_inventory.html
- for personality, career n relationship: http://www.personalitypage.com/
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Just another boring wednesdae...
juz wish cud play "Burnout Revenge" on psp right now..
hmm...well here i am again..well so boring here at lib...
I decided 2 come sch earlier *8.30am* den waking up at 9am juz 2 reach sch at 11am..so leceh seh...can't do aniting nw..search 4 lab frm lvl 5 to 7 to 5 again...wth!..den came here..so tried out the high chair comp n nw so regrettin' it thou', my shoulder blade hurts like hell *i alwaes feel tis wen using the comp 4 a long time..* can't put my bag aniwer,cuz if put down can't reach floor..put on e table will cover my sunlight.. derz sumting wrong wif e headphone..e music i am listenin' to has a lot of base..wahlao..everytime i sit here sure gt probs..aniwaes back 2 e main topic..
Still haven't do my ides..juz e 1st damn page..can't get flash gng.. my home comp can't on.. irritating ppl on e bus,on loud2 e music..if nice songs nvr mind lah but sum 80's songs.. *actuali yesterdae was talkin' 2 e gals abt tat incident..weird* ...my mind now is half dead..i tink 3/4... so can't focus or go full power..it's alwaes tis wae every wednesdae..sumhow wed is e worst dae of e week..but thnk god its just until 3pm..ok i juz realise e place is noise..alot of ppl talkin',doing last minute wrk,talkin' 2 frenz n bla bla...
ok since my mind can't really function i tink i wud not type animore n go up 2 lvl 7 or 8 n either sleep or do my..hmm i dun reali dun no wat 2 do...nvrmind lah..juz nid 2 get out o here..damn it..ok if u haven't realise by now, my wednesdae's post hav a lot of stress-ness n vulgarities..so in e future expect e same ok...
oklah cya :(
*shit my shoulder blade hurting like hell..arhh*
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
The Best Moments In Life
The Best Moments In Life:
- Falling in LOVE.
- Laughing till your stomach hurts.
- Enjoying a ride down the country side.
- Listening to your favorite song on the radio.
- Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.
- Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel.
- Passing your final exams with good grades.
- Being a part of an interesting conversation.
- Finding some money in some old pants.
- Laughing at yourself.
- Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends.
- Laughing without a reason.
- "Accidentally" hearing someone say something good about you.
- Watching the sunset.
- Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life.
- Receiving or giving your first kiss.
- Feeling this buzz in your body when seeing this "special" someone.
- Having a great time with your friends.
- Seeing the one you love happy.
- Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her perfume.
- Visiting an old friend of yours and remembering great memories.
- Hearing someone telling you "I LOVE YOU!"
wow isn't tis so nice..if u have experienced ani of e listed above..u shud feel proud cuz u hav experience e many of life privileges...so tink back n remember back all ur best memories wif either family members, friends or even a loved one.. *rmb abt me..hehe:P* oklah till next entry..cya n bye :D
Monday, January 21, 2008
Accounts...
Do u noe tat u hav more accts tat u realise?
Actuali i juz realize tat i have abt 45 accts tat almost i nvr use 10/45 of it... *lol*
ok here's e list: *i hav kindly listed it in alphabeltical order*
Actuali i juz realize tat i have abt 45 accts tat almost i nvr use 10/45 of it... *lol*
ok here's e list: *i hav kindly listed it in alphabeltical order*
- 9dragons.acclaim.com
- battleon.com
- blogger.com
- bots.acclaims.com
- cbox.comcrunchyroll.com
- dance.acclaim.com
- deviantart.com
- digg.com
- dragonfable.com
- ea.com
- esnips.com
- everythinggirl.com
- flixster.com
- friendster.com
- gaia.com
- gmail.com
- google.com
- hboasia.com
- hi5.com
- hotmail.com
- ilike.com
- livejournal.com
- imgaeshack.com
- inboxjournal.com
- myheritage.com
- myspace.com
- multiply.com
- mtvasia.com
- neopets.com
- photobucket.com
- puzzlepirates.com
- ripway.com
- sims2.ea.com
- sim99.com
- singingfool.com
- slide.com
- tagged.com
- the-N.com
- tribalwars.com
- web.tickle.com
- wikispace.com
- wordpress.com
- yahoo.com
- youtube.com
- zedge.com
I reali dun believe tat i cn hav tis much acct. i actuali hav 2 keep a record of wat accts i hav..so many,seh...aniwae now after compiling my accts i am comfused n dizzy..so till next entry..see wat i hav next 4 u readers *ps: sumting abt best moments in life* ..thx 4 staying in my blog n caring abt me..cuz i noe if u read tis blog means u care abt me..so to all u readers I LUV U ALL!!! :D *ps: plz dun hack into my account ok..i believe in u all*
Sunday, January 20, 2008
The new song...Dear Diary
I noe i am very late in writing a post..bt now derz so much goin' on in my life tat i myself can't tink of..so here's a new song..i noe its in a malay but below i hav translate it 2 english..so 4 u all tat don't understand e song, juz let urself go into the melody of e music n i am veri sure, u cn understand it without noeing e meaning..imagine urself in e music..*hehe..so, so, so lol:P*
So enjoy e music...
well here's e lyrics to the song:
dear diary
ku ingin cerita kepadamu
tentangnya yang dulu singgah di hatiku
sejak itu hidupku jadi bahagia
karena dia slalu ada di hidupku, oh
(korus)
tapi kini dia menghilang
dan tak tau entah dimana
diaryku ku merindukannya
pujaanku engkau ada dimana
telah habis air mata
tak sekedar kata-kata
telah ku curahkan, oh
haruskah aku berlari sampai ke ujung dunia
untuk mencarinya, oh
korus * 3
Translate:
dear diary,
I want to tell you a story,
about him that had came into my life..
Since then I was happy,
with him around..
(chorus)
But now he has disappeared,
to where I do not know.
Diary, I miss him so much.
Where can you be,my love?
So much tears have I cried,
not noticing that I never,
declare my love to him.
So do I have to run to the end of the world,
just to find him?
chorus*3
So,did u enjoy e music?Plz tell me..thx..
ok till next entry...cya :D
So enjoy e music...
well here's e lyrics to the song:
dear diary
ku ingin cerita kepadamu
tentangnya yang dulu singgah di hatiku
sejak itu hidupku jadi bahagia
karena dia slalu ada di hidupku, oh
(korus)
tapi kini dia menghilang
dan tak tau entah dimana
diaryku ku merindukannya
pujaanku engkau ada dimana
telah habis air mata
tak sekedar kata-kata
telah ku curahkan, oh
haruskah aku berlari sampai ke ujung dunia
untuk mencarinya, oh
korus * 3
Translate:
dear diary,
I want to tell you a story,
about him that had came into my life..
Since then I was happy,
with him around..
(chorus)
But now he has disappeared,
to where I do not know.
Diary, I miss him so much.
Where can you be,my love?
So much tears have I cried,
not noticing that I never,
declare my love to him.
So do I have to run to the end of the world,
just to find him?
chorus*3
So,did u enjoy e music?Plz tell me..thx..
ok till next entry...cya :D
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Seriously man!!
Ok 2 b serious nw i'm veri restless n irritated by e person tat is at e left-front of me..if u sit at e lib com. 3 triangle seat one.. tis guy is veri irritating...actuali damn irritating.. he is playing tis online game tat i am veri sure shooting or killing game..damn him! he is playin' wif all his mighty..in malay is " penuh perasaan".. he is moving his head n body as if he was e one in e game... n its veri irritatin' *damn irritatin'..i cn type more softer, man* ..n one more ting is tat he left e headphone damn near 2 me n e sound comin' out is damn loud man..i juz purposely listenin' 2 my blog song just to take e damn fuckin' song out...i can't stand it animore...dian is on e high chair behind me..
OMG, e gal at e other side of me is EATING!! "Gal tis is a library, mind u!!" She is usin' tis spoon to dig out wat shait is inside her plastic bag..n nw is whipping e spoon wif he tissue paper..
OMG i am sitting at e worst place of all.. Told u dian..I wanted 2 go lvl 3 bt no, u wanted lvl 2 cuz gt high chair..see tis is wat u get wen u give in 2 ppl..OK i promised myself frm nw onwards 2 never ever go lvl 2 lib com.. *i am smellin' soya bean..coming from e gal plastic..wth*
Ok so sori 4 all e vulgarities.. i can't stand it animore..sori dian aft tis post i wanna go back up 2 lvl 7 wif vone... nw i am in a bad mood..cuz gt no free lab at e moment..n i have yet 2 do IDES by 12pm..n e lab is onli free at 11pm..wth onli gt 1hr 2 do at photoshop, slice at imageready, up 2 dreamweaver n upload 2 e server...shoot!!
OK nw i wanna go..so sori 4 tis post..nw i am "uber" tired..aniwae ltr i wanna suprise my mom wif new shoe..ok set..ltr buy shoe 4 her..either go wif her or juz buy..i still dun noe which one..hmm..nvr mind, if mom wanna go out den buy wif her..if nt surprise her..YEAH!! atlast buyin' sumtin' 4 her.. i reali luv my mom..i still luv it tat i cn spent e time wif her n still hug her every night..i just luv her so much.. *deh,whu wudn't luv their mom* LOVE YOU, MOM!!!
ok ltr at hm i'll write another post...juz hav 2 make sure i rmb..lol:P
ok cya gals n guys *if derz ani* ...:D
OMG, e gal at e other side of me is EATING!! "Gal tis is a library, mind u!!" She is usin' tis spoon to dig out wat shait is inside her plastic bag..n nw is whipping e spoon wif he tissue paper..
OMG i am sitting at e worst place of all.. Told u dian..I wanted 2 go lvl 3 bt no, u wanted lvl 2 cuz gt high chair..see tis is wat u get wen u give in 2 ppl..OK i promised myself frm nw onwards 2 never ever go lvl 2 lib com.. *i am smellin' soya bean..coming from e gal plastic..wth*
Ok so sori 4 all e vulgarities.. i can't stand it animore..sori dian aft tis post i wanna go back up 2 lvl 7 wif vone... nw i am in a bad mood..cuz gt no free lab at e moment..n i have yet 2 do IDES by 12pm..n e lab is onli free at 11pm..wth onli gt 1hr 2 do at photoshop, slice at imageready, up 2 dreamweaver n upload 2 e server...shoot!!
OK nw i wanna go..so sori 4 tis post..nw i am "uber" tired..aniwae ltr i wanna suprise my mom wif new shoe..ok set..ltr buy shoe 4 her..either go wif her or juz buy..i still dun noe which one..hmm..nvr mind, if mom wanna go out den buy wif her..if nt surprise her..YEAH!! atlast buyin' sumtin' 4 her.. i reali luv my mom..i still luv it tat i cn spent e time wif her n still hug her every night..i just luv her so much.. *deh,whu wudn't luv their mom* LOVE YOU, MOM!!!
ok ltr at hm i'll write another post...juz hav 2 make sure i rmb..lol:P
ok cya gals n guys *if derz ani* ...:D
Monday, January 14, 2008
Logos....
I am now doing logos for my DTAT n IDES subject assignment..if u can read tis means u noe me well...lol:P
just heard tis song 2dae n sumhow it realli relates to me..hah..
ps: sori e song is in malay..if u wanna noe wat's it abt dun ask me, ask other ppl.. Semusim Berlalu Anuar Zain
Melewati hari-hari
Aku rasa sunyi
Kian lama menyendiri
Jiwa yang tak terisi
Merenung ke dalam diri
Kurasa kekosongan
Segala yang ku miliki
Semakin jauh pergi
Di suatu masa hidupku bahagia
Tika hadirmu dulu ke dalam duniaku
Di bawah awan kita pernah bersatu
Menjalinkan rasa rindu
Semusim yang berlalu
Semua kini tak lagi ku temui
Saat dengan mu yang semakin jauh di telan waktu
Kenangan lalu bersemadi dalam jiwa ini Kekal bersemi
Sebuah cinta abadi
tis are few of my fav types of design logos
Aku menyusuri waktu
Dengan rasa rindu
Pada senyum dan tangis mu
Semusim yang berlalu Aku benar merasai hilangmu tak berganti
Sejarahmu yang gemilang kan tetap di ingatan
Aku merasa sunyi tanpa dikau di sisi
Sering terbayang setiap kenangan bersama
Tempuhi segalanya
ok here are sum of my creations for mazda... (sori veri small)
wow..tmr muz show e cher e final logo 4 my own company...its so fun..wow...
can't figure out which name 2 use..either Rina Music, SR Entertainment or many more..
e cher veri "leceh" seh.. muz have reason y we choice logo drawn tat wae as well as muz put in a type like camera, planets,human or nature..gt many more.. i dun understand y e cher can't let my logo b a calligraphy kind..i tink if i hav 2 do tat kind muz b veri professional..man i dun like design n stuff..i onli like design names*my name esp n 4 fun onli*..well atleast i can learn more abt design n open myself 2 tis kind of challenges..bt quite stressful u noe...
Talkin' abt stress, juz at 6pm ago i juz handed-in my assignment for Java..i didn't finish everypart..last tyme it was easy bt tis assignment is hard, veri hard, uber hard!!!!
well can change aniting nw..so let e past b e past..i'll try work harder on my final exam..i gotta do well..my parents is depending alot on me...to get an LKY award..*as if i can win*
kaylah..now veri tired, want 2 sleep bt still gt dtat,mmp1 2 do..damn dem..well gotta do dem nw..so cya..bye!
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