My LiFe

i have changed blog...

2008-09-18T10:02:00.002+08:00

i have changed my blog to:

http://arnd-me.blogspot.com/

life itself..

2008-08-08T08:35:00.002+08:00

hehe rmb tis??

i wud like to start tis post by saeing thank you to all.. Friends, family and teachers..
Teachers thank u 4 being a great guide to us duing tis times of our lives which is assignment week. Thank u 4 extending date lines.. Thank u 4 understanding tat we, i mean me, a bunch of lazy last minute people.. We really appreciate it...

next is to my parents..thank mum, dad n sis... thx dad sending me to and fro school...i noe i will alwaes b late to reach down, but i hope u r nt angry..sorry 4 waiting 4 me to finish sch n so on... mum thx 4 waking me up in morning eventhough u r tired..thx u 4 cooking breakfast in e morning n packing it 4 me..thx 4 letting me sleep in ur lap n messaging me wen i am tired... thx sis 4 letting me use ur camera.. i noe u nid it more cuz its urs..thx 4 being understanding... thx family...

last bt not least...my friends...thx u 4 being der..i noe u all noe wat i am feeling now..wif assignment due tis week n presentation 4 tis month..i love u gals so much.. i dun noe wat i am gng to do if der was no one to stay back wif me after school to do work.. i dun noe if i can take it if ders no one to do late hand in of assignment together..thx u 4 concerning abt me.. hx 4 everything..i really thx god 4 making me meet wif a great bunch of friends.. i noe eventhough i can b a nuisance sumtims, actuali everytime, lol... kay thx u... i wish 4 no one to get separated nxt semester n hope we will alwaes b friends till e end... n if i dun recognise u gals in e future i wanna apologise in advanced.. hehe :)
{to dian dun 4get our promise..}

<<EVERYONE IN MY LIFE>>>

nutting to wori abt...

Short-term n Long-term

2008-07-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

Yesterdae sumting struck to me in an instant. I was on e wae home abt 6pm. I was on top part of e 168 double-decker bus. As the bus move on to e express-wae (if I am nt wrong shud b SLE)...

well my thots wen e bus was passing der was tat i realize tat my destination is very far.. all i can see is tat it was still very far..n sumhw i am not doing aniting to it..i didn't try.. i just waited..argh!! den i thot back abt my last leadership class wer e teacher told us abt short n long term goals.. n sudden notice all my goals in life is long-term n mayb becuz of tat i am still waiting 4 e result of my goals..it juz damn too long for me to wait n i am an impatient person... i want my result now.. so mayb how i planned my goals shud b changed n nt juz dependent on my long term goals.. okie so below is my short-term goals, in short i mean in this month, July- August goals...

My SHORT term goals:

To finish my APEL submission
To finish n go thru my cmsk presentation to get over wif it..
To finish n go thru my leadership presentation to get over wif it also..
To finish my dmpf qtvr, que points, layout n website..
To finish my in3d legoman, bally n floursack (stupid "flower"-sack)
To finsih SWO (Singapore Youth Winds Orchestra) wif e 'other' grp...
To go thru EVERY DAMN PRESENTATION WEEK 16 n 17..

Okie finally n officially on my official blog, I am CRAZY!!!

ARGH!!

2008-07-18T20:46:00.008+08:00

i dun noe y suddenly my blogpost change. I noe tat is sound weird bt i finally realize tat if i post tings tat happen to me todae is e nutting new cuz e readers r e same ppl. So nw my blog will dedicate to me n my views on stuff, pretty much aniting..okay, mayb once a while like todae post I will put up sum funny pic US..

tis is e recent pic.. startin out as cool funny bunch of cammies...

which den dian giving attitude to me, so i gav her a poke at e b****.( meant to b at her stomach)

So to spice tings up....

nice rite..square head box stacking...

okay, here's e others...

not e person I wanted to take pic wif..lol..hehe:P

My scandal(S):
1st) 2nd)

In tis pic we wanted to use my body wif dian head..didn't match tat nicely though

Then caught Dian 'fatnah' sleeping in class..hehe

tis is me during boring lect n tutorials...will take more pic wen in class...lol

klah cya

Wats wrong n wats rite...

2008-07-05T23:54:00.004+08:00

Sumtime, actuali almost everytime I dun noe wats rite n wats wrong..all seems a blur now... wat I thot was rite was wrong n vice-versa..I have learned a lot in Leadership class.. I learn wat kind of person I am, wat to do wen u face a type of person n so on... I dun understand... but they also teach u to b a good leader which do e right thing at the right time.. But they dun teach u wat is e right thing n wen is e rite time. Actuali no one noes...

I recently watched tis show tat show a senstitive boy who kills his own girlfriend's autistic brother because he sees people in a negative way as in the sadness in people eyes. He cud not bring himself to see positive. All he noe is tat life is game tat God is playing wif satan to see if human can be good. I remember one very good sentence tat he sae abt gd n bad which was
"The worst part is knowing that there is goodness in people. Mostly it stays deep down and buried. Maybe we don't have God because we're scared of the bad stuff. Maybe we're really scared of the good stuff. Because if there's no God, well, that means it's inside of us and we could be good all the time if we wanted. So when we do bad things, it'd be because we want to or because we have to. Or maybe we just need the bad stuff to remind us what the good stuff is in the first place"

e sentence in red is e most memorable in tat show. Mayb its true. It's so simple yet we juz sae it difficult. Yes, we sometimes do bad tings to remind us what is e gd stuff. But I dun understand, tis boy wud see a couple kissing n not tink of aniting bt juz tat one dae tat couple wud end up old n fighting each other. In tat story he is juz e wae he is because he let himself tink tat wae n he cn't change cuz no one can really.. Any wae in e end he died cuz e kid who he killed sister's boyfriends was fed-up wif wat tat sensitive kid did to their life n ppl in e town, killed him to end e suffering.. I tink its better.. I hope if der was a real life person like him, I wud b scared..

Choices

2008-06-30T08:40:00.004+08:00

A few dae ago I was talkin abt life, den death.. next tat came to my mind is choices. Choices in life tat we hav to make. Hard ones n I almost sae easy one, bt ders no such ting as easy choice. All r hard. U noe y? Cuz its a life changing choice. No matter what, everything tat gt to do wif life, is a big and difficult ting to do. What else in life do u hav other den choices tat come wif it. It all started wen u make e choice to come out of u mom's womb n be borned. Then it wen u choose to stand up n walk as well as talk..U get my drift. Choices r everywhere in life. Left, right, up down.. It wil always be there. Even if u try 2 avoid it, sooner or ltr it's cmng back..Belief me.. It always does.

I dun noe wen it strted bt since I can rmb, I was always avoiding conflict, problems, dilemma and mostly choices. I always sum how make someone else choose for me..Which is always the wrong way to do it...Eventhough I know I need to make the decision myself, however I juz can't. I dun noe y bt I juz dun allow myself, cuz every choices I make I will make a big deal to it, eventhough I hate it. I will let myself be emotionally involve in every choices I make. I noe now tat I am the wae I am cuz I am an "S" literally...

Argh enough abt choices. I hate them and wish I never have to go thru' it again but like my Leadership teacher say "Life goes on..." I noe tat and I treasure every time I spent wif people I love.. but den..
1)I regrets alot of tings
2)I make mstakes
3)I hate myself for allowing
4)I _____(filled in the blank for me..sumting bad abt me)
5)life is unfair
bye....

Death is arnd e corner or is it?

2008-06-27T09:21:00.003+08:00

"I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by loving."
- Anais Nin, French write(1903-1977)

Actuali tis is wat life means. To die but before that you hav to go through it all, suffering, error(mistake), risk and mostly loving. The word dying can't nva b avoided as sooner or ltr u its gng to be in ur face. I'm veri sure u shud b askin urself why am I writing tis..The truth is tat I am scared tat one dae I won't wake up. I won't get to see my family, I won't be able to talk to them, salam them in the morning when they go to wrk, sae gdbye or gdnite and even sitting wif them during dinner at e dinner table and juz talk to them abt our daily live. Then, I won't be able to go school and see my gals, play wif them, joke wif them, sing wif them, work wif them and juz to be by their side. I won't be able to say sorry to my besties, for nt being there wif them, for nt calling them once a while to say "HI", for not being a bestie shud be. I am scared I won't be able to ask tat certain someone, "Why did it end?". I won't be able to juz stare at the sky and imagine
"Wat wud hav happen if it all turned out differenty"? I juz won't be able to do ani of tat one dae. Tats all it take. ONE DAMN DAY!!!

Normally I wud hav taken all tat for granted and nva do aniting to make it correct and keeping saying to myself "There's still tomorrow". I juz remember of tis song called "If tmr nva comes" by Ronan Keating. It so simple. I juz wanna tried to start a new dae and a new me and new life. I wanna live life on its edge and tinkin in mind tat if I hav one dae left. I wanna sae wat I wanna sae, do wat I wanna do, be wat I wanna be. Or atleast try to. I wanna live tis world wif no regrets.

NO REGRETS!!

School..

2008-06-25T09:21:00.004+08:00

WOHOO!! This is the 1st entry I am typing using my lappy(aka HP Pavillion dv3000 fig.1)...Finally got a lappy, eventhough it's nt juz mine alone(which I wished it was) but nah... sharing e burden/cost of tis installment paidly monthly with my dearest sista n brother..

Atleast I am given the fully holding of it wen projects n homework comes cuz I am the onli one still studying in the whole family...Ehk, I just realize I am writing in full "ENGLISH" words, no short form..lol

Okie back to the entry..I want to talk about the most common thing almost all of us is blogging about which is school work..DAMN!! I handed in my IN3D like damn late lor, 1st it was like I thought Jiamin's lappy lag, bt it was my god damn trees was lagging everything..shaite! Then I did wrongly for my files and folder, den I was my objects I didn't combine n delete all by history correctly...den my stupid land was like all over, some high, some low, den my flowers(which was 14*15*4 = alot) can't combine.. I had to restart like god damn 3-5 times cuz of this flowers, den it was my animation couldn't animate properly..ARGHH!!! But finally I handed in yesterdae nite at about 9.20pm..i think so, cuz e technictions came in told the most hated sentence ever "LAB CLOSED!!" ARGHH!!! i wanted to do at home, but den I can't realli sumbit it as my home not internet connection YET!! haha 8(

I am literally sleepy now cuz like I slept onli about 3 hrs on monday nite, den 5 hours yesterdae.. People can't believe tat I slept onli 3 hours on mondae, cuz they sae I look like not sleepy n all.. But nw I noe...I think my brain work this way..I don't feel the effect until like 2 or 3 days ltr... which is now..:( I juz want to sleep nw..actually i can sleep nw, cuz today suppose to be no class.. but still gt projects to do, like DMPF, DBIS, INMM, LEADERSHIP.. :'(
ps:I wanna cry!!

Oh ya, I chose my choice for option block...

It is 3-Dimension.. I didn't know what when through my head that particular day when I chose.. That day I was in school having PC's camp and all.. Me, Daryl, Jin Sheng aka Beanie came to IIT school lvl 5 IN3D lab to rush to go in the system..but stupidly we came in liek 15mins earlier, den the stupid system was up until about 10.05am...During the whole camp, I was thinking which I should choose..I was like freaking asking almost eveyone I know to get some idea...even my mom who don't even know what exactly I study..heh!

Okie, seriously I wanted someone to tell me wat to choose, i dun want to choose myself..god damn it... I want to be told what to do.. I like tat...So below are the reason why I chose 3D:

I wanted to do something different.
My passion is in animation but my mind is in DM(Distributed Multimedia)

After the "timer" incident I am phobia already.

I was thinking that I was taking the SSO project which is DM (which is counted as a major project) and with 3D in my hand also, I have so-called both world at my hands..

Daryl pressed the button for me..haha :P

Miss Natasha told me to challenge myself, and since I kinda okay with programming, but my 3D sux, so I tink I should go 3D to expand myself..

I got a laptop with great graphics and sound system!! YEAH!!

See my options was simple between DM or 3D but somehow I complicate it so much that I hated myself now for choosing either one...lol

Okie enough about school work and stress...Now for some photos...

Fig.1

My lappy YEAH!!!

My choices...too small can't see..hmm

The 1st pic- a drawing of my friends(w/o face dun noe hw 2 draw)..lol

The 2nd pic- a pic of my hand a few days a go when my sista tatoo(inai) my hand when I was sleeping..siao

The 3rd pic- supposed to b dian in e pic cuz its "HER HOUSE"!! nw u can't complained alreadi,liao!!haha :P

To end of my post an emo picture of me..lol

DAMAGED!!!

2008-06-17T09:12:00.001+08:00

I hav been in love wif tis song e 1st time i heard it on e radio.. I like e part wer they sae
"DO YOU HAVE A FIRST-AID KIT HANDY?"

Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
are you patient,
understanding?
Cuz I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
I've tried every remedy
And nothin' seems to work for me
Baby, (baby)
this situation is driving me crazy
And I really wanna be your lady
But the one before you left me so

Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)

Do Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
are you patient,
understanding?
Cuz I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
You try to gain my trust
Talking is not enough
Actions speak louder than words
You gotta show me something
My heart is missin' some pieces
I need this puzzle put together again

Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged(So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
(Baby I gotta know what you are gonna do?)

Can you fix my H-E-A-R-T
Cuz it D-A-M-A-G-E-D
Can you fix my H-E-A-R-T
Tell me are you up for the challenge
Cuz my heart is

Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before

Damaged, (Damaged)
Damaged, (Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, (Damaged)
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged.

Abt me...

2008-05-30T09:49:00.002+08:00

Well finally had the time to blog..deleted e entry b4 cuz so emo..was quite disheartened about ydae events..So many presentation...Arghh!! So angry..To myself tat is..I shudn't hav taken tings so lightly.. All tis while..Cudn't blame ani1 except me..Well i found out alot of things abt myself tis week..

1st- From leadership, I found out I am a "S" from DISC test i did in Leadership class which means Steadniess which mean I like to be stead, security is my base of realtionship, accuracy is my achievements, I like a certain ppl onli which I care most abt, I am shy n e worst is tat i am a person who hates conflict n tat's y I alwaes avoid arguements n conflict n I hate changes in life..Tis test reali is quite accurate to me tat is...I like to avoid confrontations n I dun like to fight..n when I have probs I run away..I like to b secured wif wat I hav n I like to b wif my frenz onli..dun like changes..

2nd- From presentation, I am a person who is veri good at tings wen I am motivated or when I really like what I am presenting..In tis case is tat I like to present my DMPF video which I did wif Dian, Sharlene n Juvone..quite nice..hope I can upload it here soon..Sori dian..

3rd- I am realli confused!! in wat to choose for Options between DM(Distriuted Multimedia) or 3D Animations..Well I like programming bt after ydae tat part of me was DIED!! I like to create stuff in Maya..which I am liking my city of wonder..bt I am not tat proficient in tat area...
ARGH!!! Confused!!!

Actualli i learned more abt myself bt den I gt no time to type all..so mayb I'l continue ltr..
BYE!!

PS:Aniwae sori for blocking u all out of my blog..i had my reason..

SUPER!!!

2008-04-25T08:57:00.006+08:00

I just realize tat tis week post on everyone blog is abt sch strting n all..I tink tis post will b like e others...

I dun reali noe wat to sae..I am just super tired n super frustated n super headache n super stress n super confused..ok I am sure u r wondering y I am "super" everything..k, let me explain..

1st- SUPER TIRED: I am tired of being me...as in nw at tis moment..tired of school, tired of CCA Recruitment Drive n tired of Work..To conclude I am just tired...too much thing to tink of, to do, to say, to be...

2nd- SUPER FRUSTATED: I am just frus wif myself cuz I keep delaying work,promises n stuff..I keep delaying things both in sch and personal.. I REALI want to go out with my bestie n I keep promising them with "Next week I am free" but ended up with I am not.. I REALI want to do well in studies with "Yes! I can do tis" but ended up with I am too lazy n excitment is all gone.. To conclude I am frus with e thing I do, say n be...

3rd- SUPER HEADACHE: I am having a headache thinking which shud I do 1st.. I dun noe how to manage my time well... I want to be good n do e best in everything I do, I want to be a all-rounded person..I juz can't, I shud be but I won't...I juz dun..

4th- SUPER STRESS: I am super stress with overall LIFE as a whole.. I dun noe how have I kept myself going for tis long.. How did I survive PSLE, "O" Level n now Poly? If I can't stand e stress how am I supposed to survive in e real world? Many keep telling me tat life is stressful but they nvr sae tis "STRESSFUL"... I reali wonder if I can b want others expect me to be.. *I may b strong outside but i am juz e same as u all*

5th- SUPER CONFUSED: I am uber confused... I dun noe wat I want in life.. I noe wat others want me to be but me, myself dun... I wonder y I took e subject tat i taken in e past..it wasn't related to wat i doing now... I wonder can I be wat I wanted to be 10 years ago, wen our primary sch teacher wud ask "Children, what do you want to be when you grow up?".. I wonder if I was destined/ fated to be feel wat I am feeling now... I wonder y I am e wae I am todae.. I wonder if I stayed tis wae wud I be hepi... I

I wonder wat will become of me in e future... I wonder if I had change the way I live in e past wud it make any difference... I wonder.. Okie mayb I wonder too much tat makes me become confused... LOL..:)

Okie tis is e VERY MOST EXTREME SUPER UBER TREMENDOUS SEVERE INTENSE EXCESSIVE post for me...klah cya arnd..I hope u all dun feel e wae I am feeling now..

cya n bye :D

I BROKE MY ARM!!!

2008-04-09T19:42:00.003+08:00

well bad news..i broken my right arm..;(
ok nt broke bt strained it..sori tat i got u all like worried der 4 a moment...juz wanted to see how u react..lol
k den back to how i strained it..i fell down from the bike when i went 4 my practical lesson..damn lesson u noe..i hav been doing tat lesson 4 like alreadi almost 4 times...i dun noe now..i am now quite phobia 2 do tat figure-of-8 course..i juz cudn't control e bike..i was ok at first den my bike hit e kerb n it went bounce n i went fell front n unfortunately my right hand was e first to get e impact of the grass... n hell ya no instructor was der..so e other learner drivers went down from their bike n help me..i cud hear horning trying to alert e instructor n all..so den i tried to stand up bt my leg was shaken up n i felt as if i lost my right arm..i felt as if my right arm wasn't mine n it was like dangling from my shoulder so i had to use my right hand to bring it up..so when e instructor came he was like all "Are u ok? Can u stand up? Can u move ur fingers?" I was still in shocked due to e impact n all..I tried to stand up again n now i succeded.. i tried to move my fingers n THANK GOD i still was able to..i juz could lift up my whole arm..so den e instructor told me to take a rest under e shelter..so i did..Followed tat i sat at e chair der..n many other instructor was coming to me one by one n asking me e same qns.."Are you ok?"

To cut everyting short i was fine n all bt e pain came back wen i headed for home..i elbow was strained..i was juz scared tat my old injury wud come back.. u noe i had an fractured elbow last time when i was like 10yrs old plus..so wen i gt back hm i wanted to sleep it off..aniwae no one was home at tat time..i didn't want to alert my parents n all..so i stayed home bt i did sms my sis abt e accident bt she cudn't do aniting cuz she was at work so she called my parents..so wen my parents heard tat, they came back home straight n quickly send me to e clinic downstairs n my dad was getting ready to send me to e hospital or something while me n my mum was in e clinic wif e doctor bt ended up e doctor it was nothing serious juz tat i had to take thing lightly n nt strained it animore..so nw i am at home resting 4 3 whole days not working n not doing aniting bt tmr i need to go back sch to go for the Arts Induction Camp..it for like for e leaders of e arts CCA groups n PC is sending all 6 main-comm people for e camp..so nw i hav 2 type out our Year Plan (for e year duh!!) since i am e secretary n all..damn nw my arm is strained again..

So thankz for listening to my story of my "ehmm" "broken" arm..lol hehe :D

TO YOU!!

2008-03-22T19:03:00.007+08:00

tis post is dedicated 2 my fav. gals in e world..lol..to my c167 gals..here's to u..watch e video..:) [its quite long sori]

I AM BACK!!

2008-03-17T22:04:00.003+08:00

Woohoo !!! I AM BACK...i juz gt my internet connection back in like 5 daes ago n as u cn c i juz change my blog skin..i dun noe wat 2 change 2 so i juz "so-called" copied sum1 else n change e pic..well i noe its nt tat gd or aniting special sumhw its juz sumting special 2 me..hmm..
so since its been a long time since i nvr wrote a real long post, i will make tis a memorable one..

K, first of all i wanna sae lets strt everyting a new horizon...a new dae, a new week, a new year for all tats having holidae like me...aniwae i wanna face each dae n living it as my last...
Ok i hav been reading tis small books of diff. thots of wat life realli mean n so on..so i like tis sentence tat sae
"If you were to die the next day what would you do in this final moment?"
n by tat sentence itself i realize tat life is too precious 2 live it so carefully n i have been doin' all my life..i hav lived life too safely n nt takin' risk..since we all hav 1 life 2 live, i believe we muz live it fully..so dun take life too seriously n live it freely as u wished as tis life is urs n urs onli...hehe wah i juz sound so serious..ok tis post is nt abt wat i wud do if i knew i onli hav i dae 2 live bt its abt wat i am goin' 2 miss most in life if i were 2 die e next dae..

First on my list is my FAMILY..deh whu wudn't rite??
i wud miss my dad, mom, sis n bro..i wud miss e time i spend wif my family frm holidae 2 silly arguments...i wud realli miss them truely...i still want 2 repay them 4 their love n kindness even if it takes my whole life 2 achieve tat...^^

Next is my friends.. BESTIES
From Nurhidayu, Nor Fadilah n Siti Nadhirah...i will alwaes rmb them 4 moments wer we were so innocent which we played catching 2 singing 2gether n almost becoming a girl grp called "TAK GALS"....hehe..we even had cd ok bt no song lol...actuali we onli gt like 1 song written..haha..

n nw we r tis..[pic left]
"We are same yet different in our own ways"..ehk tat sound familar..hmm, ah, i rmb i wrote a "so-called" poem abt us..u noe out of all my frenz i reali see my besties as besties becuz they r e one whu actuali strted 2 teach me e true meaning of friendship n wat it takes 2 make one tat cn withstand aniting in its path..actuali they r e one tat b4 them i was alwaes trying 2 stand out bt with them i was free n felt i nid nt 2 b stressed up..i noe wat u might b tinking..we did had our occasional fight n all n almost broke up bt we manage 2 went thru everyting n got back 2 our path of relationship..i tink i hav nvr told them tis b4...I reali want 2 thank them 4 everyting.. the best ting abt them is whenever i looked at e previous pic i wud alwaes smile by myself n wud rmb back all e memories we had n tat makes me happy...:)

Next on my list is e ppl whu r currently n alwaes reading tis post n yes its u..dun turn back its u..my C167 gals...
Cindy Dian Jiamin Juvone Sharlene ShuJuan Nan
Wat cn i sae abt u gals..I reali luv u all... wat else i cn sae.. i dun noe wat wud hav happen 2 me in my poly life if u gals wasn't der.. i noe i might nt b e best friend in tis world [cuz i cn b a bit..ok alot of ____{u fill in e blank}] bt i hope u luv me too:)
actuali der is 1 ting i wanna sae abt u gals...

Why do i miss you? [sound familar]
Cuz
You made me smile
You are Nice,
You are Sweet
You are Special.
and tats why I miss YOU...

haha:P
k wat else wud i miss.. oh ya i will miss my diff stages of hair like below...
frm tie back, to reborn n short hair..lol

I am also gng 2 miss is tis place..it bring back alot of memories..hmm..

ok wat else cn i miss..hmm 4 nw i am nt miss aniting...
sori i am gng 2 finish tis post early cuz veri sleepy alreadi... gdnite n cya :)

most of all i'll miss tis..

Hmm...2

2008-03-10T10:56:00.006+08:00

haha..see e title quite funny right...lol:P

Oklah tis post is e continuation 4 e previous post tat was juz abt a few hrs ago..sori abt tat cuz i had 2 go 4 a short meetin' 4 my cca so had cut it short *which is like a lasted abt 1hr or so =.=* ..oookay,nw wat was e previous pos abt..hmm..OIC! it's abt me tryin' 2 make a long post *cuz sum1 hav personally requested... ^.^*

ok tis post is abt wat i wanna do during e hols..ok so set...bt den tis post may nt b long also seh *cuz i am nt planning 2 do much tis hol..lol:P*...

To-do-list:

Watch all e cd in my rack *tat includes hidustain movie, english movie, etc..i mean all!!*
Book my 1st driving lisence *which i am gonna b doin' in a few hrs time..*
Read my new borrowed self improvement book called One-Minute Tips *which i noe i am nt gonna finish it..:(*
Make myself fit.. *so no more spare tire arnd my waist*
Make myself hepi alwaes *veri hard 2 do nw a daes*
Go 4 class chalet..persuade my parents so i cn sleep der.. *which i noe they nt gonna let me..bt it doesn't hurt 2 try,rite?*
Go atleast once a wk 2 sch lib n update my blog.. *i'm sure most ppl wud b hepi hearing tis...*
I wanna cook sumting 4 myself...i nt tat a great of a cook bt i wanna try my hand on tis... *i tink i am gonna die aft eatin'...lol*
Go out wif jm,nan,juv,dian,sj,sharlene n cindy tis holidae.. (perhaps) *aniwer plz..i am damn bored at hm...:)*
Go out wif my bestie once in tis holidae.. *i'm sure they r veri busy nowadays...:(*
Lastly, on my list is i wanna pick up a new hobby..i dun noe wat bt anitin' can do.. *mayb collecting stamps..haha..jk:)*

I noe tis is e typical list of a student during holidae bt i am a typical gal in temasek polytechnic.. i sumtime still can't believe tat i am alreadi in POLYTECHNIC n it's been almost a year alreadi..i am still in a world tat i believe tat i am in secondary sch..n nw is March holidae..wow tats was kinda weird..so 4 tat..i suddenly went out of topic..EHK!! okie, mayb tats my next topic of e nxt entry which mayb tmr's entry or i dun noe..hmm

ok gotta go do e 2nd ting on my list bye...hehe:)

PS: To they who r comin' down tmr 2 sch 2 play b-ball..cya tmr..can't wait 2 c u all again...:D

Hmm...

2008-03-10T09:00:00.002+08:00

ok since sum1 said tat my previous post was so short >.< ...i hav decided 2 make tis post a long one..bt in e 1st place i dun noe wat 2 write..hmm..let me see..wat 2 sae...hmm.. :"

:D kay, i get it alreadi..i am gonna talk abt me..lol:P *obviously it's my blog...:)*
ok seriously tis post gonna b abt...

ps: sori bt gotta go...i'll talk abt wat i am gonna talk abt ltr..or mayb tmr?

Lost and found...

2008-02-18T18:45:00.002+08:00

Well i am finally back after being gone for abt i dun noe hw long..well i tink u all will b wondering hw i cn i update rite? YUP...I am at...sch lib..yea i now it kinda sux tat everytime i wanna check my email n stuff on e net i hav 2 come 2 sch..n yea i wanna find sumwer tat's free n easy 2 use..lol..
k back 2 y me being MIA for so long as u all as complain...my reason is if u cn read at e tagboard is tat my internet connection at hm is cut due 2 changing of internet provider..actuali my reali family intention is 2 get e free gifts tat they r giving 4 new subscribtion..ok i noe its veri cheap skate bt wat 2 do, we s'porean r veri kiasu wif all those free gifts n all..
klah actuali its veri boring here in sch lib..well i hav been in here since 9am till like 1pm..i am lazy 2 go hm so early..ok i actuali i came here 2 check out on of my goal in life 2 go for bike lisence..n yea finally mondae i will go 2 e SDCC 2 enrol into class 2B which may cost $180 plus (which i am hoping 4 2 b costing me cuz tat us wat i hav onli)...ok so it set tat on mondae i'll come 2 sch 4 a while 2 go 4 production crew meeting (which if possible e outcome will be e best)..which will end at 1pm plus n den i will go 2 Yio Chu Kang Mrt 2 walk 2 SDCC..yea finally 1 of my dreams hav come true...weewee...
Ok actuali many of my small dreams hav come true..bt den e major ones r veri difficult...ok actuali i wanted 2 talk abt my b-dae celebration...ok sori 4 no pics cuz my phone is nt able 2 upload pic 2 e comp(due 2 e connection problem)...
ok my 1st celebration was wif my dearest c167 class gal..its a be-early celebration n i luv it..(even e RA part n cake up e nose)...thx 4 everything gals..reali...
nxt celebration was wif my parents...my mom treated me pizza(again)...n after tat it was 2 clementi near east coast 2 eat my 1 of currently fav food which is char kway...okay tats abt my celebration...n i am still wanting 4 my 999 which onli my family understand...

Ok, i wanna sae tat i am veri sori 4 all tis mix paragraphs n unorganized entry..i dun noe y these few daes i am quite restless...its juz 4 me 2 noe..n 4 u 2 nvr find out...oklga gotta go nw..almost 12pm alreadi..mayb gng ou earlier..klah bye..till nxt wk i guess??

CNY !!!

2008-02-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

Okie.. i noe most of u ppl r celebrating CNY n here i am at hm, trying 2 crack my brain open 2 do IDES again..yes, u all might b askin' "Again, y?"..its all bcuz we*which i mean my class* all didn't get 2 peggy standard..*which i wanna warned u all tat its veri e high..really*..arh!! enuf abt tat..nw still "improving" my mazda site..seriouslah..i noe tat i realli did a shity site bt dun like condemned me 4 it..it was 4am in e morning wen i was doin' it 4 sure it wud come out nt as expected..okie..i noe u all might b thinkin' tat juz sum lame ass excuse 2 get off e hook bt actuali its nt.. as i said i juz recently found out hw 2 on my comp n trust me it takes abt 10-15mins 2 on tis damn thing..bt aniwhu i still am greatfull tat cher still gave us more time..bt wth..i admit tat i am lazy n certainly more brain on my right side which is e logic part if i am nt wrong..

okie i tink i am typing veri e nonsence alreadi..i dun noe sumtimes i juz wanns type non-stop abt my life n everytin' tat's happenin' bt i noe tat tis is a public blog n every1 or ani stranger cn hepily come across my blog n read all tis personal stuff abt me..see, i am writing' nonsence again..

so b4 i go off, i juz wanna sae tat mayb tat i am nt gonna blog like abt tis few weeks or so cuz wif all e assignment n end-of-year exam n all..so tis mayb my last entry 4 e month..so thk 2 all readers out der 4 reading my blog..reading abt me..me n only me eventhough it doesn't concern some of u..lol..okie dokie..i will go nw..still gt IDES, MMP1, DTAT n CMSK..so gd luck 2 all tat is doin' e same ting as me..GD LUCK!!! bye ^-^

Finally!!

2008-02-01T14:33:00.000+08:00

Woohoo...finally I got a laptop..hahax..juz kidding...nw using my fren laptop(wei sheng) thx..so much..atleast i got the taste/exprience of using a laptop even for a seconds.. i really hope that my family's financial situation will change my life n sum how we win a million dollar..lol nvr gt one lor..aniwae nw i am here is reality of life...*which is nt so great*

aniwae i'm supposed 2 go lab 2 do IDES..man hav 2 change everything n basically strt frm scratch..atleast IDES cher is ok but wat's wif MMP1 cher.. *she like dun like me like tat lor.. she like ignore me..* aniwae tat's was yesterdae..nw I am happy cuz I finish my CDS *which is SIWM aka Styles In Writing for the New Media 4 those whu 4got* nw i hav nutting on CDS so it's 1 out of 3 subject tat I can't 4get abt..lol..e other 2 is OOPG n C.Maths 2.. bt den ltr gt finally exam..
nw juz hav 2 wori abt *in its difficultness*:

MMP1-Multimedia Project 1

IDES-Interface Design

DTAT-Digital Tools and Techniques

So tis wk hav 2 finish IDES n upload final 10pages wif sketchbook,cd n booklet by tues n mon e latest..wow need money again 2 print n all...wat sey..i tink in life u really nid money 2 live in tis big world n if u hav none u can't survive..*u can't survive solely on LOVE..hint2* Next week is CNY 4 those whu dun noe *which i tink all shud noe one..hahax* Ok so only nid 2 come on Mon,Tues n 4 wed till 1pm lastest..so lazy..nxt wk allowance money kena cut down due 2 half wk studyin'..nvr mind ltr physco mom into giving me full..hehe..lol,talkin abt physco..aniwae juz nw juz wen into nan n sharlene's phsyco lect..actuali e cher gt saw me n said tat i was abnormal.. *i tink only physco ppl noe wat abnormal means..lol* I WILL PROUDLY SAY I AM ABNORMAL!! haha..quite fun attending tat lecture cuz I am practically e only person tat didn't take down note 4 e exam tmr..lol

Oklor..Finally i wanna sae tis few last sentences b4 i finish tis entry..*tis all frm wat i cn gather frm their blog n sum frm themselves..*

I hope Jiamin aka Jasmine b Ok since thurs was quite a bad dae 4 her.. *r u ok?*
I hope Sharlene manage 2 do her IDES again cuz on wed her files was corrupted..n 4 her 2 find her true n final one soon.. *hang in der girlfriend:)*
I hope Juvone will achieved her career in the future..*mayb as future leader/facililator...*
I hope Nan to find her soon-to-be sooner!! *bt nt b4 valentine dae..cuz tat dae u r mine..lol*
I hope bad karma wud finally leave Dian...*hope u manage 2 do all ur projects*
I hope SJ, no Alice, no Bernie, no C__ *erm* , no D__ *erm*, no Eunice..ok wat is her name nxt wk, NAN??
I hope all my frenz dreamz 2 come true.. *hehe..so touchin'*
Finally, I hope my class will manage 2 finish all their projects in time.. I noe we hav a lot of assignment 2 hand in but I juz wanna say "HANG IN THERE GALS!! WE CAN DO IT. YES WE CAN!!" *frm bob e builder..lol:P*

Ok lah hope u all manage ur time properly since it's e most key thing we "learn" frm CMSK..haha klah cya soon..bye:D

ok i dun noe...

2008-01-28T09:52:00.000+08:00

ok as u all cn see i am trying to change my blog layout..n sum hw it's nt gng as i expected...
all e codes were confusing n e colors 2 change my layout was horibble...nevertheless..i'll find e rite wae in changing e codes...

aniwae my pt of writing tis post is becuz i gt noting else 2 do...actuali i gt a lot 2 do bt sumhow..frm hmwrks, to assignment n so on..ok i am getting out of hand..i dun noe wat i am gonna b in e future..i dun noe wat's my carrer is gng 2 b n i dun noe will my dreams will ever b reality... *haha tis sound so so so dramatic..ok i hav 2 find sumting better 2 do..or else...ok enuf sharina!* sori abt tat juz me trying 2 straightening everyting in my life..

ok try tmr entry will b abt wat i will do in my life..so by e next entry, it will b abt me n my 10yrs plan..lol:)ok let me plan tis right or nt i am gonna screw up my own life..n i noe tat i will nt get a 2nd chance.. *n i alreadi screw up once..*

oklah since i gt nutting else 2 sae or in this case, i'll go..so till den bye cya:D

Ten Rules to Live By to Achieve INTJ Success

2008-01-25T20:42:00.001+08:00

So as I had promises..here it is:
Ten Rules to Live By to Achieve INTJ Success

e red ones r e main ting..e invisible ones r e explanation...

Feed Your Strengths! Do things that allow your brilliant intuition and logical abilities to flourish. Explore the fascinating worlds of science, mathematics, law and medicine. Give your mind an outlet for its exceptional analytical abilities, and watch them grow.
Face Your Weaknesses! See your weaknesses for what they are, and seek to overcome them. Especially, strive to use your judgment against your internal ideas and intuitions, rather than as a means of disregarding other people's ideas.
Talk Through Your Thoughts. You need to step through your intuitions in order to put them into perspective. Give yourself time to do this, and take advantage of discussing ideas with others. You'll find externalizing your internal intuitions to be a valuable exercise. If you don't have someone to discuss your ideas with, try expressing your ideas clearly in writing.
Take in Everything. Don't dismiss ideas prematurely because you don't respect the person generating the ideas, or because you think you already know it all. After all, everybody has something to offer, and nobody knows everything. Steven Covey says it so well when he says: "Seek first to understand, and then to be understood."
When You Get Angry, You Lose. Your passion and intensity are strong assets, but can be very harmful if you allow yourself to fall into the "Anger Trap". Remember that Anger is destructive to your personal relationships. Work through your anger before you impress it upon others, or you will likely find yourself alone. Disagreements and disappointments can only be handled effectively in a non-personal and dispassionate manner.
Respect your Need for Intellectual Compatibility.Don't expect yourself to be a "touchy-feely" or "warm-fuzzy" person. Realize that your most ardent bonds with others will start with the head, rather than the heart. Be aware of other's emotional needs, and express your genuine love and respect for them in terms that are real to YOU. Be yourself.
Be Accountable for Yourself. Don't blame the problems in your life on other people. Look inwardly for solutions. No one has more control over your life than you have.
Be Humble. Judge yourself at least as harshly as you judge others.
Assume the Best. Don't distress yourself and others by dwelling on the dark side of everything. Just as there is a positive charge for every negative charge, there is a light side to every dark side. Remember that positive situations are created by positive attitudes. Expect the best, and the best will come forward.
Don't Get Isolated! Recognize the value that the external world represents to you, and interact with it in the style that's natural to you. Join clubs and internet e-mail lists that house in-depth discussions of topics that you're interested in. Seek and foster friendships with others of like competence and capacity for understanding. Extravert in your own style.

sori e words r hidden..trying 2 adjust tis blog layout...
sorry but can't upload pic yet so bear wif it.. so till tmr or e next entry...

bye cya:D

All abt me...

2008-01-25T19:51:00.000+08:00

Ok todae was veri slack n fun...went eat wif my frenz n we did tis test abt wat our stress level was n wat our personality is..so me, jam, vone n dian try out e survey..

The rating was like tis: *i tink so lah..nan n apple plz tell me e right one kay...:)*
*thx nan*
0-15:rust out;
20-35:no stress;
40-60: average;gd adjustment n healthy;
65-80:stress;
81-100:burnout!!

so guess wat i got..guess lor..
I got 65!!!
man..considered stress bt nt 2 e extreme..thx god..i noe i am gonna get high stress level cuz i cn feel it myself wif e hint frm my shoulder blade...which i am *now desperately wants yoko-yoko* using koyok...damn pain seh... wat i'm showin' u is e pic of e koyok n yoko2...yeah!

After e stress level thingy, it was to e personality thingy..so here it is:

Q1. Which is your most natural energy orientation?
-Extraverted(E) or Introverted (I)

Q2. Which way of Perceiving or understanding is most "automatic" or natural?
-Sensing(S) or iNtuitive(N)

Q3. Which way of forming Judgments and making choices is most natural?
-Thinking(T) or Feeling(F)

Q4. What is your "action orientation" towards the outside world?
-Judging(J) or Perceiving(P)

So i was INTJ...
which means I am:

Career:

Scientists
Engineers
Professors and Teachers
Medical Doctors / Dentist
Corporate Strategists and Organization Builders
Business Administrators / Managers
Military Leaders
Lawyers / Attorneys
Judges
Computer Programmers
Systems Analysts
Computer Specialists

Relationship:

Strength-

Not threatened by conflict or criticism
Usually self-confident
Take their relationships and commitments seriously
Generally extremely intelligent and capable
Able to leave a relationship which should be ended, although they may dwell on it in their minds for awhile afterwards
Interested in "optimizing" their relationships
Good listeners

Weakness-

Not naturally in tune with others feelings; may be insensitive at times
May tend to respond to conflict with logic and reason, rather than the desired emotional support
Not naturally good at expressing feelings and affections
Tendency to believe that they're always right
Tendency to be unwilling or unable to accept blame
Their constant quest to improve everything may be taxing on relationships
Tend to hold back part of themselves

For personality, I will not talk more abt it..cuz it's aft all abt me lol... ok next entry i promise 2 give u readers sumting abt me..it's tittled:
"Ten Rules to Live By to Achieve INTJ Success"

so stay tune in 4 tmr..n i'll upload pic of me wif my sis at orchard n wat i eat..
oklah till den bye..cya..:D

website 2 go 2:

for(E,I)(S,N)(T,F)(J,P):http://www.personalitypathways.com/type_inventory.html
for personality, career n relationship: http://www.personalitypage.com/

Just another boring wednesdae...

2008-01-23T09:51:00.000+08:00

juz wish cud play "Burnout Revenge" on psp right now..

hmm...well here i am again..well so boring here at lib...

I decided 2 come sch earlier *8.30am* den waking up at 9am juz 2 reach sch at 11am..so leceh seh...can't do aniting nw..search 4 lab frm lvl 5 to 7 to 5 again...wth!..den came here..so tried out the high chair comp n nw so regrettin' it thou', my shoulder blade hurts like hell *i alwaes feel tis wen using the comp 4 a long time..* can't put my bag aniwer,cuz if put down can't reach floor..put on e table will cover my sunlight.. derz sumting wrong wif e headphone..e music i am listenin' to has a lot of base..wahlao..everytime i sit here sure gt probs..aniwaes back 2 e main topic..

Still haven't do my ides..juz e 1st damn page..can't get flash gng.. my home comp can't on.. irritating ppl on e bus,on loud2 e music..if nice songs nvr mind lah but sum 80's songs.. *actuali yesterdae was talkin' 2 e gals abt tat incident..weird* ...my mind now is half dead..i tink 3/4... so can't focus or go full power..it's alwaes tis wae every wednesdae..sumhow wed is e worst dae of e week..but thnk god its just until 3pm..ok i juz realise e place is noise..alot of ppl talkin',doing last minute wrk,talkin' 2 frenz n bla bla...

ok since my mind can't really function i tink i wud not type animore n go up 2 lvl 7 or 8 n either sleep or do my..hmm i dun reali dun no wat 2 do...nvrmind lah..juz nid 2 get out o here..damn it..ok if u haven't realise by now, my wednesdae's post hav a lot of stress-ness n vulgarities..so in e future expect e same ok...

oklah cya :(

*shit my shoulder blade hurting like hell..arhh*

The Best Moments In Life

2008-01-22T09:45:00.000+08:00

The Best Moments In Life:

Falling in LOVE.

Laughing till your stomach hurts.

Enjoying a ride down the country side.

Listening to your favorite song on the radio.

Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.

Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel.

Passing your final exams with good grades.

Being a part of an interesting conversation.

Finding some money in some old pants.

Laughing at yourself.

Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends.

Laughing without a reason.

"Accidentally" hearing someone say something good about you.

Watching the sunset.

Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life.

Receiving or giving your first kiss.

Feeling this buzz in your body when seeing this "special" someone.

Having a great time with your friends.

Seeing the one you love happy.

Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his/her perfume.

Visiting an old friend of yours and remembering great memories.

Hearing someone telling you "I LOVE YOU!"

wow isn't tis so nice..if u have experienced ani of e listed above..u shud feel proud cuz u hav experience e many of life privileges...so tink back n remember back all ur best memories wif either family members, friends or even a loved one.. *rmb abt me..hehe:P* oklah till next entry..cya n bye :D

Accounts...

2008-01-21T10:37:00.000+08:00

Do u noe tat u hav more accts tat u realise?
Actuali i juz realize tat i have abt 45 accts tat almost i nvr use 10/45 of it... *lol*
ok here's e list: *i hav kindly listed it in alphabeltical order*

9dragons.acclaim.com
battleon.com
blogger.com
bots.acclaims.com
cbox.comcrunchyroll.com
dance.acclaim.com
deviantart.com
digg.com
dragonfable.com
ea.com
esnips.com
everythinggirl.com
flixster.com
friendster.com
gaia.com
gmail.com
google.com
hboasia.com
hi5.com
hotmail.com
ilike.com
livejournal.com
imgaeshack.com
inboxjournal.com
myheritage.com
myspace.com
multiply.com
mtvasia.com
neopets.com
photobucket.com
puzzlepirates.com
ripway.com
sims2.ea.com
sim99.com
singingfool.com
slide.com
tagged.com
the-N.com
tribalwars.com
web.tickle.com
wikispace.com
wordpress.com
yahoo.com
youtube.com
zedge.com

I reali dun believe tat i cn hav tis much acct. i actuali hav 2 keep a record of wat accts i hav..so many,seh...aniwae now after compiling my accts i am comfused n dizzy..so till next entry..see wat i hav next 4 u readers *ps: sumting abt best moments in life* ..thx 4 staying in my blog n caring abt me..cuz i noe if u read tis blog means u care abt me..so to all u readers I LUV U ALL!!! :D *ps: plz dun hack into my account ok..i believe in u all*

The new song...Dear Diary

2008-01-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

I noe i am very late in writing a post..bt now derz so much goin' on in my life tat i myself can't tink of..so here's a new song..i noe its in a malay but below i hav translate it 2 english..so 4 u all tat don't understand e song, juz let urself go into the melody of e music n i am veri sure, u cn understand it without noeing e meaning..imagine urself in e music..*hehe..so, so, so lol:P*

So enjoy e music...
well here's e lyrics to the song:

dear diary
ku ingin cerita kepadamu
tentangnya yang dulu singgah di hatiku
sejak itu hidupku jadi bahagia
karena dia slalu ada di hidupku, oh

(korus)
tapi kini dia menghilang
dan tak tau entah dimana
diaryku ku merindukannya
pujaanku engkau ada dimana

telah habis air mata
tak sekedar kata-kata
telah ku curahkan, oh
haruskah aku berlari sampai ke ujung dunia
untuk mencarinya, oh

korus * 3

Translate:

dear diary,
I want to tell you a story,
about him that had came into my life..
Since then I was happy,
with him around..

(chorus)
But now he has disappeared,
to where I do not know.
Diary, I miss him so much.
Where can you be,my love?

So much tears have I cried,
not noticing that I never,
declare my love to him.
So do I have to run to the end of the world,
just to find him?

chorus*3

So,did u enjoy e music?Plz tell me..thx..
ok till next entry...cya :D

Seriously man!!

2008-01-16T10:18:00.000+08:00

Ok 2 b serious nw i'm veri restless n irritated by e person tat is at e left-front of me..if u sit at e lib com. 3 triangle seat one.. tis guy is veri irritating...actuali damn irritating.. he is playing tis online game tat i am veri sure shooting or killing game..damn him! he is playin' wif all his mighty..in malay is " penuh perasaan".. he is moving his head n body as if he was e one in e game... n its veri irritatin' *damn irritatin'..i cn type more softer, man* ..n one more ting is tat he left e headphone damn near 2 me n e sound comin' out is damn loud man..i juz purposely listenin' 2 my blog song just to take e damn fuckin' song out...i can't stand it animore...dian is on e high chair behind me..

OMG, e gal at e other side of me is EATING!! "Gal tis is a library, mind u!!" She is usin' tis spoon to dig out wat shait is inside her plastic bag..n nw is whipping e spoon wif he tissue paper..

OMG i am sitting at e worst place of all.. Told u dian..I wanted 2 go lvl 3 bt no, u wanted lvl 2 cuz gt high chair..see tis is wat u get wen u give in 2 ppl..OK i promised myself frm nw onwards 2 never ever go lvl 2 lib com.. *i am smellin' soya bean..coming from e gal plastic..wth*

Ok so sori 4 all e vulgarities.. i can't stand it animore..sori dian aft tis post i wanna go back up 2 lvl 7 wif vone... nw i am in a bad mood..cuz gt no free lab at e moment..n i have yet 2 do IDES by 12pm..n e lab is onli free at 11pm..wth onli gt 1hr 2 do at photoshop, slice at imageready, up 2 dreamweaver n upload 2 e server...shoot!!

OK nw i wanna go..so sori 4 tis post..nw i am "uber" tired..aniwae ltr i wanna suprise my mom wif new shoe..ok set..ltr buy shoe 4 her..either go wif her or juz buy..i still dun noe which one..hmm..nvr mind, if mom wanna go out den buy wif her..if nt surprise her..YEAH!! atlast buyin' sumtin' 4 her.. i reali luv my mom..i still luv it tat i cn spent e time wif her n still hug her every night..i just luv her so much.. *deh,whu wudn't luv their mom* LOVE YOU, MOM!!!

ok ltr at hm i'll write another post...juz hav 2 make sure i rmb..lol:P
ok cya gals n guys *if derz ani* ...:D

Logos....

2008-01-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

I am now doing logos for my DTAT n IDES subject assignment..
if u can read tis means u noe me well...lol:P
just heard tis song 2dae n sumhow it realli relates to me..hah..
ps: sori e song is in malay..if u wanna noe wat's it abt dun ask me, ask other ppl.. Semusim Berlalu Anuar Zain

Melewati hari-hari
Aku rasa sunyi
Kian lama menyendiri
Jiwa yang tak terisi
Merenung ke dalam diri
Kurasa kekosongan
Segala yang ku miliki
Semakin jauh pergi

Di suatu masa hidupku bahagia
Tika hadirmu dulu ke dalam duniaku
Di bawah awan kita pernah bersatu
Menjalinkan rasa rindu
Semusim yang berlalu
Semua kini tak lagi ku temui
Saat dengan mu yang semakin jauh di telan waktu
Kenangan lalu bersemadi dalam jiwa ini Kekal bersemi
Sebuah cinta abadi

tis are few of my fav types of design logos
Aku menyusuri waktu
Dengan rasa rindu
Pada senyum dan tangis mu
Semusim yang berlalu
Aku benar merasai hilangmu tak berganti
Sejarahmu yang gemilang kan tetap di ingatan
Aku merasa sunyi tanpa dikau di sisi
Sering terbayang setiap kenangan bersama
Tempuhi segalanya

ok here are sum of my creations for mazda... (sori veri small)

wow..tmr muz show e cher e final logo 4 my own company...its so fun..wow...
can't figure out which name 2 use..either Rina Music, SR Entertainment or many more..
e cher veri "leceh" seh.. muz have reason y we choice logo drawn tat wae as well as muz put in a type like camera, planets,human or nature..gt many more.. i dun understand y e cher can't let my logo b a calligraphy kind..i tink if i hav 2 do tat kind muz b veri professional..man i dun like design n stuff..i onli like design names*my name esp n 4 fun onli*..well atleast i can learn more abt design n open myself 2 tis kind of challenges..bt quite stressful u noe...

Talkin' abt stress, juz at 6pm ago i juz handed-in my assignment for Java..i didn't finish everypart..last tyme it was easy bt tis assignment is hard, veri hard, uber hard!!!!
well can change aniting nw..so let e past b e past..i'll try work harder on my final exam..i gotta do well..my parents is depending alot on me...to get an LKY award..*as if i can win*
kaylah..now veri tired, want 2 sleep bt still gt dtat,mmp1 2 do..damn dem..well gotta do dem nw..so cya..bye!

HEPI NEW YEAR!!!

2008-01-10T09:08:00.000+08:00

wow..i am so sorry... i noe tis is so,so,so,so very very belated-but i am still in e spirit of it...so
HEPI NEW YEAR!!!

Yea finally e BIG 2008 n as u all shud noe tat I am finally 18 yrs old..wehee!!!
Yes finally i get to watch M-18 shows..haha:P
jk,actualli i am so hepi cuz i can finally take up bike lisence..
yea, i noe, typical gal will b hepi of turnin' 18 cuz they can watch M-18 movies n party wif their frenz till nite but 4 me, i wanna have my bike lisence..here r my reasons y

Ok my reason 4 wantin' a bike is tat:

I can come school on my own *woohoo!*
I go home from school anytime I want *no nid 2 wait 4 my dad*
I am lazy to take the bus which is usually crowed *selfish ppl tat dun want 2 move 2 e back*
I want to enjoy the feeling of the wind in my face *100km/hr seem nice*
I want to go anywhere I want without having to walk, take the bus or train..
I just want to see the world passing me by faster like *ok very nonsense alreadi*

OK, tats e reason *4 nw i mean*..Ok lah my reason in insistin' writn' a new year post is as wat ppl usually do tat is 2 sae their resolution 4 e yr..i did 1 in 2007 n i onli completed like 2 or 3 out of 5..kinda gd 4 me, as i dun usually follow schedule...

MY RESOLUTION 4 e YEAR 2008:

Collect money to buy new hp n mayb psp slim * mayb sum1 cn buy 4 me..lol *hint.hint 2 my sis* *
Collect money to go 4 bike lesson.
Get 2 my best shape in life. *mayb an hourglass-shape..lol as if*
My whole family struck 4D..lol even if we do, we can't use it..mayb win lucky draw price or Golden Chance $22,222.22..hehe *tis is me dreamin'*
Get my bike lisence.. *tis is a muz*

Ok..i gotta confess..actuali nw suppose 2 hav CMSK lesson n pass up my report, but shit i didn't do a ting...sori 4 e vulgarities..so damn stress.. u noe..oklah i dun want 2 stress u ppl up..i'll post sumting ltr tis wk..

cya..:P

Xmas celebration...

2007-12-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

woohoo..xmas is here,yea...!!!

Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle all the way
What fun it is to ride
In a one-horse open sleigh...heh!

So i strt spendin' my xmas dae wif a visit 2 e cemeteries 2 pay my respect...1 thing tat i noticed is tat ppl tend 2 do 1 weird thing wen they visit a cemeteries is tat they tend 2 tink of death situation.. they will reflect their individual lifes n tink tat "If i were 2 die, wud i b visited by my relatives like tis...wud i b safe down der.. did i did good things more or bad things?"...all tis qns juz come 2 person wen they r der.. n it certainly did 2 me.. i reflect back on my life.. n qns myself as a person on earth tat is livin' on a borrowed body tat is not mine n may disfunction anytyme, any wer... wen i was der i wud feel calm n sum tyme sad.. actuali u wud feel alot of feelings.. n all e memories juz pass by in ur mind... n soon everyting leave as u leave e cemeteries...

Den aft returnin' frm e cemeteries, i went fishing actuali crabbing wif my parents...
As i reach our destination which was Sembawang Park, it was such a disappointment 4 me as a Singaporean...

See how dirty is e place, so many rubbish..i felt so disgusted.. i dun noe wat 2 sae or do.. i felt tat i was back in e past wer it look like e Singapore's river b4 it look clean...ok, yes tis place is deserted place wer many may nt now abt bt doesn't it nid ur attention, ppl.. it was fillef wif rubbish n e sea almost covered by oil.. i dun noe how can we live in a place we called home so proudly being a environment-friendly place.. we r supposed 2 b ashamed!!
*i noe too emotional bt tis is our home,ppl!*

Ok back 2 e fun stuff:)...So crabbing was fun bt if u wer 2 walk bare footed in e sea, u wud feel all e crabs walkin' pass ur feet..n der is even ppl whu walks arnd bare-footed n feelin' if crabs passed their feet, they wud step on it n grab it usin' their bare-hands.. i dun noe how they do it, cuz wen i feel them walkin' pass my feet, i wud freak out.. i was scared tat e crabs wud pinched my feet..argh!! *ps: tat pic on e rite is a pic of my dad crabbin' usin' a "jala" which i dun noe wat it is in english..so if u do plz tell me..thx:)*

so we caught alot of crabs as u cn see.. ok e pic on e rite is a pic of a fish called "Ikan sebelah" which translate in english is called "Half fish".. tis fish is said 2 b e left over of our prophet Muhammad s.a.w. realli.. it's half,e fish's eyes r on one side only.. if i tell u all tis, u still won't believe its ok.. cuz u gotta see it, to believe it...*hehe..believe me*

As i said, i am goin' 2 take a pic of me 2 end e entry, so here it is.. e pic is taken wen i juz came back frm crabbing.. i noe i look tired.. n i am..
so bb..:D

*ps: i am dead..alot of assignment n i hav done none..help me!! :O*

XMas EVE..opps nt it is XMAS!!

2007-12-25T12:40:00.000+08:00

So finally is like xmas eve..n 5 mins 2 officially xmas..wow..actually 2 tell ya e truth i nvr saw xmas as i saw it 2dae..e celebration is sum how more special tis yr..i dun noe bt mayb its cuz my frenz in tp mostly celebrate it so mayb i also got in2 it.. so 2dae was like mostly tinkin' dae in e dae as i was tinkin' wat 2 buy 4 e xmas xchange tingy wif my frenz... lol can't wait till i get my present as it will b my 1st official xmas present..aniwae nw still tinkin' wat 2 buy 4 e special sum1..lol *e difficult ting abt buyin' tat i dun noe whu i am buyin' 4...=.=*

So aft a morning + afternoon of tinkin' i cudn't take it animore, thx god my whole family *including me:)* went out in e evening 2 dinner wif my sis's soon-to-be family-in-law... how 2 put it.. my mom's besan, my brother-in-law's family...lol

So as my new traditional ways, take pic wif family b4 goin' out...so above frm left is wif my mom, wif my sis n mom n dad...*parents looks so sweet tgt...awwww ^^*

So we didn't went ani special place bt just a place called Hainanese BONELESS Chicken Rice...yes it only sell BONELESS steamed chicken rice but like one big meal wif kangkong n tahu goreng n e drinks was like 'blue lagoon', 'rosemary', 'sayang selasih'.. ok,see tat i emphasis on e word "BONELESS" cuz it is really boneless...deh=.= bt den it also include, ok wait 4 tis shocking food..CHICKEN'S FEET SKIN!!! damn, it was ok..bt i nvr thot i wud eat tat cuz everytyme my mom cook chicken i wud see her taking out e skin of e chicken's feet n throw it..n nw i am eating it...man.. bt nvr e less i still ate it..it was kinda tasteless..if u wanna try it, it is located at BLK 354 Clementi Ave 2..try it.. I DARE YOU!!! *lol, only chicken's feet wat, bt if u r chicken...heh*
o.O
It was kinda weird eatin' wif ppl u dun realli noe.. it was quiet 4 me n my bro as my sis talk 2 her bf, my mom 2 my sis's bf's mom n my dad 2 my sis's bf's dad...lol alot of " 's ".. ok, so me n my bro talked 2 each other *2 waste tyme..*...so aft tat home sweet home...

So finally take a pic of my self infront of mirror..hehe:D
nice or not??
Ehk, it's alreadi xmas..wow!!
So HEPI XMAS 2 every1 whu celebrates it...n 2 my special bear2 aka Jam: Hepi Anniversary!

ps: sum1 is back... n i am glad he is, cuz he makes me smile..:D

juz 4 whu wanna listen:
so here it is...2dae is 24th December *deh* supposed 2 b class outin' wif my old classmates.. bt sumhow i cudn't..nope nt cudn't bt didn't want 2 go.. cuz of him.. he called me yesterdae n as soon as i heard his voice i ended e call...i juz cud go thru' it.. i juz cudn't understand.. y cn't he like get e msg tat i dun want 2 hav ani connection wif him at all..ani at all.. i juz wanna end it..damn him.. so aft tat incident he sms me n said : "heh, u noe it's rude 2 end a call like tat... " i was damn pissed off.. fcuk him lah..cudn't he juz get it thru' his head or is it juz too thicked to get thru' i hate him... i realli realli damn fcukin' HATE him.. n wat eva any1 or even him sae 2 me,i will nvr 4give him...plz tell him tat.. bus 3rd..

Juz sum quiz..=.=

2007-12-23T18:25:00.001+08:00

Ok since i hav nuttin' 2 write on my blog..so here goes a 25 qns quiz tat i found on sum1 blog...

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
-"The same is not true for your relationships. Your relationship history is not your relationship future."
Tittle of Book: The 100 Simple Secrets of GREAT RELATIONSHIPS..
*ps: it's nt mine...:)*

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
-Nothing is der..

3. What was the last thing you watched on TV?
-A League of their own..starring Gena Davis, Tom Hanks and suprisingly Madonna..^_^

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
-5.45pm..i cheated cuz i watching tv b4 tis n i noe wat tyme is alwaes ends...lol

5. Now look at the clock. What’s the actual time?
-3.12am..*My comp is spoil..* lol :D

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
-My Boo by Alicia Keys & Usher frm my windows media player..nice song..^.^
"It started when we were young girl...
You were mine my boo...
Now another brother's taking over...
But its still in your eyes my boo...
Even though we used to argue it's alright...
I know we haven't seen each other...
In awhile but you will always be my boo..."

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
-hmm...2 daes ago..*i noe:(... i usually stay at hm*..i was shopping wif my mom at causewae pt n eatin'
at Banquet...yummy=)

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
-i was watchin' tv..deh=.=

9. What are you wearing?
-Black collar shirt wif 3/4 shorts...

10. Did you dream last night?
-not dream bt nightmares...i was goin' thru' a haunted hse...i muz b rmbin' stuff frm my outin' at Escape Theme Park...hehe

11. When did you last laugh?
-While watchin' Planet's Animals Video..haha:)

12. What is on the walls of the room you’re in?
-Frisbee...e fan on e wall.. n wall paper across my wall..

13. Seen anything weird lately?
-hmm...define weird...

14. What do you think of this quiz?
-hmm...i tink it's borin' bt i hav nuttin' 2 write on my blog so tis quiz might juz b it..=.=

15. What was the last film you saw?
-tat was a long tyme ago..i watch online ones...e last one was "I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry"

16. If you become a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
-wow..tat will b a dream come true..i'll buy a laptop, a bike, new specs, a new comp, a new hse 4 my parents, a new psp, mp4, etc..alot man..i tink i'll finish e million in one nite...lol:D

17. Tell me something about you that I don’t know.
-1st ting 1st, do u noe me at all..=.=

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
-hmm..let me see.. Let me hav my Miss Universe moment..."I will want WORLD PEACE!" lol:)

19. Do you like to dance?
-in public, nope..in my room alone,YES!

20. George Bush?
-whu's he??*tryin' 2 act blur..* is it a new species of tree or wat??

21. Imagine your first child is a girl. What would you name her?
-i tink Putri...eeeww...so e G&G type...yuk:0
i will tink of it wen i really get a baby,ok...

22. Imagine your first child is a boy. What would you name him?
-like i sae above...deh =.=

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
-YES...no nid 2 tink twice...juz sae wen n wer..i'll b ready in 5 mins...

24. What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly white gates?
-You hav now entered paradise 4 eternity..*as if,wif all my bad deed:(*

25. 6 people who u missing rite nw:
-6..its not enuf...i nid more...:)

i hope u all was entertained by tat..i noe i didn't..
sori i will post sumting better next tyme..bb:)

Wow...^^

2007-12-22T14:45:00.000+08:00

Finally i hav tyme 2 blog..realli sori 4 nt bloggin' tis pass few daes..been realli busy wif Hari Raye Haji n all..didn't had tyme 2 post anitin'..so here i am..makin' up 4 e late entries..so i'll strt wif
HARI RAYA HAJI *or "Kambing Dae" as noted by Dian*

So e dae b4 raye was as norm, helped mom wif cookin' of food n help dad decorate e hse...
Mom n me cooked *mostly mom did all e cookin'...lol* cookies,lepat, lontong, sambal sotong n sambal goreng..norm stuff 4 celebration...

Den e dae came..my whole family was dressed in light blue clothes..

So 1st we went 2 my grandmom beside my dad side 2 send them sum of e food..
den we went 2 e mosque n sent in our donation of my mom's kuih lopez..*we alwaes send tis 2 e mosque every yr cuz my mom's kuih lopez is quite famous der*
Den finally we went 2 my grandmother beside my my mom side n stayed der abt 2-4 hrs eating chatting n all..my mom wanted 2 stay till 6.30pm cuz she wanted 2 watch e encored of "ASIAN IDOL" as we missed e 1st part of e show..bt den we had 2 make a move to my father's sister hse..bt she did get 2 c Hady Mirza sing..
*u noe wen Hady won Asian Idol, my mom wanted 2 shout bt sumhow words cud not come out of her mouth cuz b4 tat me n my mom was joking abt if Singapore really win...so here was e coversation between us...
Mom: Kalau Hady Mirza menang macam mane?
Me: Dia tk oleh menang..pasal mak tak vote...
Right aft tis e host announced e winner n my mom was juz der sitting on e couch,froze...lol*

so aft watching Asian Idol we headed 2 my dad's mom hse..*which is e 1st place we went 2 bt was juz der 2 send food..=.=*
k den we kinda stayed der abt till 9.30pm 2 watch "DEAL OR NO DEAL" bt den e voice wasn't der...* it was like if u were 2 play a tape or cd n fast-foward it, it doesn't come out any sound tat kind...=.=*..we at 1st thot it was e hse connection bt den we tried other channel it was ok..so finally we juz gave up n ending up watchin' a silent show...=.=
SO finally home sweet home...
i cudn't really rmb wat happened aft i reach hm..cuz e next ting i rmb was waking up in my cozy lil' queen size bed wif my sis beside me...^^
So tat was my Hari Raye Haji dae...
Oklah nw veri tired cuz juz finish cleaning e hse n all..so nw wanna sleep..
so bb..=)

Peeps I truly MISS!

2007-12-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

Ok tis entry is dedicated 2 peeps tat i miss since holidae *also peeps i wud miss my whole life* :

1stly is my C167's gals(in alphabetical order):

Cindy
Dian
Jiamin
Juvone
Nandini
Sharlene
Shu Juan

My 3 bestie(in alphabetical order):

Nadhirah
Nor Fadilah
Nurhidayu

My peeps frm NPCC:

Haslin
Janah
Sufiahton
Yuhannis
e guys
e gals

My Marsiling Sec. (4m1) Classmate:

Gals
Guys *-1*

Peeps i hav noen all my life:

too many 1 sae...
frm my Madhrasah Assyakirin, merlimau primary, fuchun primary,marsilng secondary and Temasek Polytechnic...

So tats all..mayb derz more bt i am too busy doing "kuih raye" 4 tmr...so if derz is ppl whu tings they r nt missed..dun tink so plz..u r alwaes in my mind...
*IF U R A FREN OF SHARINA, U R ALWAES A FREN*...:)

N by e wae "SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA HAJI" to all muslims celebrating it...

Didn't had to...

2007-12-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

ok..tis post is e follow-up of my "juz had 2" entry...
so frm e change of my blog's song..u may or may nt noe tat e entry was a part of me tat i juz had 2 "WALK AWAY" frm...so thx 2 all tat hav shown 2 me tat i am truly surrounded by ppl whu carez...i noe i hav worried u all in one wae or e other...so i am making it an effort 2 show ppl tat i am me again!! woohoot!! so here's a entry 4 u guys n gals...thx once again...^_^

New day,new HAIR!!

2007-12-18T19:50:00.000+08:00

Tis post is an entry bit of yesterdae n todae...

So yesterdae, i was damn sick..cudn't even stand..had 2 wear my jacket for extra protection frm e cold wheather..n my nose was running * everywer..lol *
Had 2 take 2 panadol extra...n todae finally felt a lil' better...:D

my sis's bf bought her e funniest helmet eva.. above is a pic of me using e helmet..c whu i look like...i looked like "CRAZY FROG" 4 godness sake..*bt kinda cute hei...:D*

so 2 here's e best part of todae experience...
Went 2 Jantzen to...TADA "CUT MY HAIR"...

So here's my new hair cut..nice or not? *if u sae nt, better watch out*
Wat e hair stylist did 2 my hair:
-1stly,he sae 2 me tat my hair was at a nice lenght n explain 2 me all e stuff abt wat he gonna do 2 my hair..*which i dun hav ani idea wat he is saeing*
-2ndly, he washed my hair...*e water was damn warm,nice one..since it was raining outside..*:D
-3rdly,he "reborned" my hair,after which he creamed it wif i dun noe wat solution..
*n he explain tat tis is 2 smooth my hair down...*
-4thly,he put my hair under tis hot steaming-movable circle thingy 2 make e solution in2 my hair..*i tink so*
-5thly,he washed my hair *again*
-6thly,he ironned my hair 2 make it straight...*so damn hot lar*
-7thly,he put tis cream *again* 2 make my hair stay straight *i tink not cuz my hair is stubborn like its owner..me*
-8thly,he washed my hair..*again!!!*
-9thly,he coloured my hair 2 *according 2 wat he sae* natural hair colour..lol=.=
-10thly, HE WASHED MY HAIR AGAIN!!! *n 4 e final tyme*
-11thly,he trimmed my hair..

well tats was e 11 step he did 2 my hair..n a lot of washing...
n TADA!! e final result..

i look so....i dun noe..plz giv ur comments plz..
thx till tmr..Bb:D

HOLIDAE again!!!

2007-12-17T21:10:00.000+08:00

ok 1st i wanna giv a BIG thnk 2 all whu has *n i hope alwaes is* der 4 me..
i am so glad tat i am surrounded by ppl i luv..thnk u once again...=)

sori 4 e late entry..too tired 2 type yesterdae...
Ok so nw strt e reali blog entry...
so last wk has been a holidae season 4 me..
n as usually i was wasted! nt literally bt i spend almost all dae *actuali everydae* lying on e couch n lazying arnd doing nutting bt watching tv n den wen ders no gd show, i go back to my comp n play all e stupidest games eva on addictinggames.com n armourgames.com..
tats wat my holidae is usually like..

yea u wud be tinkin' y i dun go out n be like other gals go window shopping n all..well, e ans is easy.. i'm nt like other gals..i dun like shoppin', i dun like walking arnd e mall wasting my energy n window shoppin' as i rather stayin' at hm n watch tv n sleep.. ok c, part of e reason y i turn out tis wae mayb cuz of me bt i seriously doubt it as i blame it mostly on my parents n how they hav brought me up.. see my parents has being over-protective over me as i am e last child n being tat i was pampered *yea i am admitting it*..so they tend to ask me stay hm n take care of the hse... frm tat being a daily routine of mine.. since den i, every holidae, i am at hm..unless my frenz wants 2 go out wif me,den i will b out *which they dun*... other den tat i will b at hm..watchin' tv n playin' comp games..so tats wat i usually do.. i noe it nt tat exciting lif of mine bt i dun realli mind cuz i am used 2 it...
*seriously i dun blame my parents,actuali i thnk dem, cuz if i were to go out all e tyme in e past i tink i will nt b wat i am 2dae...thnk ayah n mak!*

So b4 e holidae usually u will hav, yes u guess it EXAM! bt 4 me i was a short 1 or in tis case 2... 2 exam papers n done..so even b4 half of e wk is gone i was on h-o-l-i-d-a-e....wee heee....

EXAM PAPERS- OOPG(mon) & C.Maths 2(tues)

So guess wer did me n my gals went aft e last exam??

YEA ESCAPE THEME PARK!!! der was a discount of $7 onli...weehee..n my cost was cut down to 5 bucks wen my dear bear2 JAM pay 4 me 2 bucks..thnkx

so went wif (left Dian,Nani,Jam, ME, Sharlene n SJ)
*ps: sori SJ dun hav ur pic cuz i take tis pic frm nan friendster..*

So e journey to Escape was so exciting... we were at sch juz finished our last paper n we were looking at e sky n it was bright n sunshine was out.. den we gt 2 pasir ris interchange n e dark clouds were out.. *n every tyme sum1 sae its gonna rain she was spanked! n we will all sae TOUCH WOOD! lol:D* n u cud realli see e diff, as der were dark cloud on 1 side n clear cloud on the other..so me n SJ was singing "LOOK ON... THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE:D taada tada tada tada "

Bt as we gt 2 e entrance it was strting 2 drizzle n soon aft it was raining...n they annouced "Ladies n gentleman, our rides is stop at the moment..we will resume after the weather is back to normal" *i tink tats wat they sae*
So we went back 2 down 2 e area near Wild wild wet *sori i dun noe wats tat place called* 2 wait atleast 1hr..so nt even 10mins past n e rain stop..-.- so went back 2 e entrance n paid our tickets... n den after we put our bags in e locker *tat seem nt 2 hav ani "how much per locker is" bt actualli e price tag is like disappearing...*

So e rides I went on:
-e flipper wee...:)
-haunted hse(scary..we were all screamin' all e wae..esp dian,sj n sharlene n me...onli nan n jam was e onli ppl tat was brave enuf 2 b infront...*thx sj n sharlene 4 screaming in my ears...*=.=
-Rainbow(*tats wer dian almost gt kicked out due 2 her height..hehe*):P
-Pirate ship aka viking (e place tat was e most nerve wreakin' cuz i was seatin' at one of e end wif nan n jam while sj n sharlene n e other end n dian in e middle.. i scream like hell der.. i tink ppl was irritated by hw loud i screamed..sori everyone!!):0

e ride tat either i can't or dun want:
-e inverter( dun wann go cuz goes up-side-down..) scary!!*nw u noe tat i am a scardy cat* :0
-daytona go-kart( can't go cuz of rain..bt gt a cute guy der..me n sharlene was like discussin' hw 2 "so-called" flirt wif him...hehe:P
ok so after tat went hm abt like 5plus cuz had 2 go meet my dad..bt b4 tat went 2 pasir ris pasar mlm..which i bough takoyaki..thx dian..=)

wow tats was a lengthy post..n tats juz wat i did on tues..
ok since tis post is long i will stop here n do another post of my sundae activities wif my parents at Changi beach another dae..nw want 2 slp bt gt "Hantu jatuh cinta" in a bit..so ltr guys n gals...
ehk,mayb tis holidae i wanna do an entry every dae..k till tmr i guess...Bb:D

Juz had to...

2007-12-13T19:39:00.000+08:00

Tis post may come earlier den b4 bt i juz had 2..
(ok finally sum "ppl" sae i am too mushy wif e mua tingy so here by stops)...
Actualli my heart is juz arhhh!! Finally had a tyme to SHOUT everyting out loud at Escape Theme Park.. I shouted my lungs out..crazy rite..i noe bt finally i had to let it go sum dae, sum how..n i tink tat place was e best place..oklah..if u listen 2 e song playing u wud hav a rough guess y i post tis...aniwae sori nan, jam, sj, sharlene n dian..n thx 4 e fun dae...
[ ps: Plz dun ask me aniting..i appreciate it...=) ]

Loooooooooon week... o.O

2007-12-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

So this week alot has happened... man..really loong seh this week...1stly on mondae was veri hectic.. didn't get ready for IDES..den didn't do much of MMP1 either or SIWM blog...
MONDAY

didn't really do much..juz finish OOPG revision and C.maths tutorial revision
den taught of staying back to do IDES on Freehand but der wasn't any lab available, so mua, vone n dian stay at Flavours and did our ides on sketchbook.. thank vone for shading mua words darker..if not 4 u i will not care one..THANKZ! :D

TUESDAY

Just didn't did much just same old thing did on mondae..but still chiong-ing 4 IDES...sian :(

WEDNESDAY
Finally day of disaster came... So had to finish FREEHAND(1st pic), den nid 2 do 2 page of website using typography we had learn at Exercise 1 n 2..(pic 2 & 3).. n was very late abt 15 mins cuz of the long queue at Design print shop cuz at AS got virus...scary!

One down, MMP1 n SIWM 2 go...

Last minit work...
So went to library to research on MMP1 design problem 2 proposal..under perodical.. went wif SJ, jam n nan... den went to lab to do scanning of books..den went home sweet home...

THURSDAE

so todae was e dae to past up MMP1 proposal n guess wat...i haven't do a single ting..****
wow...really chiong e whole dae...running der here to find a lab...thank god comp. at home was fine (4 a while) manage to do research online..tats all..but at e end of e dae, mua manage to hand in 15 mins after due date but still not late...phew...=)

Came back home 2 find DONUTS!!!
Mom came back from batam n bought like 3 dozen of donuts... n guess wat, i finished a dozen tat nite..too stress...

OMG 4get 2 do SIWM blog...:0

FRIDAY
Came 2 sch early n did e last entry n den ran to Design print shop 2 print color n bind damn.. mua spend like $20++ to pay 4 tis week alone printing from IDES, MMP1 n SWIM...sian:( money fly away...sad;(

Finally all assignment handed in alreadi...wohoo.. but still got TERM TEST NEXT WEEK!!! Arghhh!!!

SATURDAY

SLEEP ALL DAY! RELAX WAT AFT A LOOOOOoooong WEEK of ASSIGNMENT...

SUNDAY

Went to airport..meet at BK terminal 1 at 1pm...came at 12.30pm..thot e journey gonna b long bt e bus trip was kinda fast...considering...:) (n mua was a bit lost..came out of e wrong side of mrt...lol)

Eat at POPEYES...really e sailor wif his super strong SPINACH place..they even showed e show ...lol:P

Then b4 study cam-whore a bit..kiasu wat..like its mua 2nd tyme come airport... (wah lao..singaporean nvr came to airport b4)
cheeze!!

Bang! Jam murdered by nani!!

then went 2 study!! see mua went crazy alreadi...trying 2 fly away frm tis misery!

Finish study abt 5.30pm..so decided to which place to go... Jam wanted 2 go London but mua wanted 2 go PARIS!!
Finally made a decision...we decided 2 go HONG KONG!!

So b4 going back hm,

Once last pic GALS!!!
HOME SWEET HOME!!

AHHHH!!! A BIG CHIPMUNK!!!

oh its just THEORDORE from Alvin and the chipmunks!!
Ps: mua was kinda scared...big fury ting:P

klah peace out...bye muas...

HEPI B-DAE DADDY!!

2007-12-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

Klah, 1st of all mua 1s 2 apologize 4 e late entry..been veri busy wif alot of stuff...n nw supposed 2 b doing MMP1 project tat is due tmr bt mua juz too tired..well tat cud nt stop mua frm blogging cuz mua noe tat der might be a few readers tat waiting 2 read mua blog...wow, by nw mua nose "dah kembang..lol :D"
Let's strt wif wat happened last wk...

From tis pic u all cn see tat mua went to Republic Polytechnic, had to do a so called "field-trip evalution"...all mua classmates wen 2 Downtown East so mua decided to b diff..well didn't had tyme 2 went into e sch n explore,juz took pic frm outside...shud hav went in 2 get nicer photo..:(
So had to do a 3C's evalution which is...
1)Evaluating Components
a. Connotation

b. Attributes

c. Placement

2)Evaluating Composition

a. Connection

b. Alignment

c. Priority

3)Evaluating Concepts

a. Clarity

b. Audience

c. Purpose

So did on RP's Sport Complex brochure:

Nice right!!^_^

Ok so on fridae wake up early2 2 sae "HEPI B-DAE" 2 mua daddy n had 2 go 2 sch 4 SIWM n c.maths test revision...well,so boring bt den der was 2 crazy ppl beside me (pic on e rite, Sharlene n Nan)..c,so bad rite..cher teaching we take pic...bt e cher is e dun care kind of person...(ps: her lesson was BORING!!)

After tat supposed to go INDAY bt den mua had 2 go celebrate mua's daddy's b-dae..bt it was fun..once a while hav dinner as a family..well, wen 2 Beach RD, n wat else cn mua b eating other than e famous mouth-watering BONE-STICK!! n added wif MANGO-FREEZE..mua noe shud had taken pic or sumting bt 4got...
K frm nw on mua gonna take pic of wat mua gonna do..
klah till tis sundae...cya..peace muas :D

Assignments...

2007-11-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

Yea finally on e rite time mua did tis entry...ok tis week was so TIRING!!!! man...alot of assignment to hand in..as usual mua did all e work e dae b4 e due date...lol..k here was wat supposed to be done:

1)DTAT-Photos wif 13 themes printed n cost abt $20 plus..wow! bt it was mostly mua fault cuz actuali cud print 4 $15 bt mua wanted 2 laser print nt digital print...
2)MMP1- In sketchbook -inspiration mua 's is bike(Aprilia n Ducati) n car (Lamborghini)
-3C's
-zoho entries
-50 umbrella design
3)Cmsk3- Introduction of Report which consists of background, scope, purpose n method of investigation...

But after all tat mua was relaxing with the song of Shakalaka baby from Kelly Poon who came down to TP to do a concert..well in tis case..if any of you r reading tis blog, please see mua another blog at UpStage: From a Production Crew's view...
Thank YOU!! Next show is Chen Weilian on 29/11/07...

2-in-1 post

2007-11-18T19:44:00.000+08:00

ok sori mua didn't blog like almost 2 wks alreadi..was reali like busy wif everyting frm mua sch wrk 2 mua family...lol didn't had much time 2 do much k,k..too make up 4 e missing entries mua will do a 2-in-1 entries... k e 1st pic (on e on top) muas were at suntec city goin' 2 esplanade ended up at a pit stop at e Donut Factory..quite enjoyable..i muz sae thnkz to dian n vone..cuz if nt 4 dem mua wud b lost...Lolx...tats was 1st day tryin 2 take pic 4 DTAT lessons, like so many structures 2 take bt so little time..we had to like find 13 themes:

The Horizontal Lines
The Veritcal Lines
The Diagonal Lines
Crosses
Geometrical Figures
Perspective
Focal Point
Several Focal Points
Contrast
Colour Intensity
Repetition
Random
Rule of Thirds

ok so had to find all e listed above stuff..so didn't get much..cher sae mua hav gd perspective pts bt nid 2 take more pic 4 others...so tats wer e 2nd pic(below one) came to..juz last fridae we went out to Lasalle College of the Arts..omg e structures der were like in e movie The lake house cuz e wall r all long glass windows like no privacy at all..like e movie sae "U cn see everyting bt can't touch."
So touching..get it "touching" u cn't touch n all...hehe:P ok mua become crazy due to taking alot of pic... mua tink e guy at helpdesk has reconized mua face n vone's face..cuz we hav been der like so many times..so leceh had to renew everytime e deadline is up...:O
ok nw 2 e best part of e entry...deng deng deng...haha.. mua went 2 jam & hop...lol, so called mua wanted 2...ended up can't enter due to "ONLI TP RAWKERZ CAN!" was reali hopin' seh...mua frenz all pestered mua 2 go up ended up 2 a small rioting...sian, mua n mua frenz were der in front of e entrance to TCC n den suddenly tis grp of ppl juz started jumping den "splash" a bag of crocroaches was splatered across e floor n e ppl juz left while kicking e insects 2 e entrance door..den shortly aftm, 2 policeman came..wahlao...so chaotic seh...mua juz decided tats it was tyme 2 go hm..wah, waited like 3hrs plus frm 7.30pm-10pm 4 nuttin'...so reach hm like almost 2 12am..mua mum was angry bt she was quite relief tat mua came back safely cuz she sae "Anak dara mane oleh balik lambat2 buta mcm gini,dah nk dekat 1pagi tau..Nnti ape2 jadi, siape susah, mak jgk,tau..Jgn uat lagi tau..." (in malay..sori if u wanna noe ask ani malay ppl) wah..she care abt mua so much seh..."yealah mak mane tk bimbang pasal anak dia,esp anak perempuan..."
klah tats all happened tis wk...k till nxt tyme..well tats all 4 nw..peace muas

Special Dae

2007-11-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

[pic frm left: Ikram(sis'bf), Shaniza(sis), mua n Sharul(bro)]
yesterdae was quite busy wif mua sis engagement n all..didn't hav e time 2 blog so had 2 do it 2dae.. mua blog is supposed 2 b a weekly entry on Sundae wen e week event has ended n all.. so juz accept tis entry as yesterdae one,k..hehe:)
So as mua were saeing my sis juz gt engage yesterdae wif her guy... quite an eventful event..had 2 do e event at hm cuz of limited $$ so mua hse was crowded most of e time wif almost 2 200 ppl invited..jam pack wif ppl frm mua cousin, mua sis's frenz, mua mum's frenz..ok actuali every1 mua noe...so e event went verim smoothly n mua sis gt safely engage..mua reali hope tat she is happy wif her special one...mua reali scared tat mua wunt find tat "special one" tat mua will spend with mua whole life..clah, mua start 2 tink of e future n scared e hell out of mua self...
ok nxt topic is tat der is tis reunion 4 mua class 4m1 tis december n mua reali dun noe if mua shud go or not...cuz of a few dumb reason n all..bt 1 veri resonable reason tat no1 realli noes except 4 mua..
oklah b4 mua reali get emotional, mua wanna end tis entry...tats all 4 nw...peace muas:D

1st time...

2007-10-28T19:21:00.000+08:00

Ok b4 mua strt writin' anitin', tis r a few of tings u nid 2 noe abt mua...
Mua name is Sharina, mua'm currently taking Internet n Multimedia Development(IND) in Temasek Polytechnic (2007-2010), single n currently not lookin' 4 ani..ps: I like 2 call myself "mua"
Well tis is mua 1st time tryin' 2 write a blog n maintainin' it...mua noe, mua dun hav e effort 2 b writin' tis everydae like mua other frenz bt mua will try..(e key word is "TRY")..haha sound so not convincing enuf lor...ok 4 mua 1st entry here mua wanna dedicate it 2 my class (C167) esp e gals who's been pesterin mua of mua havin' a blog or nt..so here's 2 THEM!
Mua reali dun noe y mua reali clicked wif mua class c167 girls..mua dun noe y we cn became so close juz aft spendin' less den half a yr 2gether... like so damn fast rite..mua dun noe wat it e ting mayb its chemistry..bt mua hope we cn juz stay 2gether 4eva...till death do us part...lol..haha:p

:0 Oh, mua 4got 2 intro them ..well der is 7 of THEM includin' mua is 8...
JUVONE- e leader aka e deary
DIAN-e shortie aka mua fav person 2 kacau
NAN-e person whu's alwaes der 4 u..gd listener aka e gd fwen
JIAMIN-mua green tea aka e jasmine
SHU JUAN-mua secret admirer aka e mistress
SHARLENE-e cutie aka e secret lover
CINDY- e quiet one aka e silent one...
well tis r THEM..wait derz also e guys n der r like 12 of them..
in alphabetical order
Daryl, Edward, John, Joseph, Lenon, Mizi, Shine, Sun, Syam, Wei Sheng, Yao Rong, Zhi Xiong...

Well tat's all of them...total 20 ppl n almost 4got e one behind me (e one in green) is Ms Natasha Low mua Care Person( aka teacher-in-charge)...
Well so u hav heard a part of mua current life n der is more bt if u wanna noe juz read on mua future entries.. N mua gurantee u tat u will noe mua w/o noeing mua..understand??
mua also dun noe...:D
well tats all 4 nw..peace muas