Short-term n Long-term

Yesterdae sumting struck to me in an instant. I was on e wae home abt 6pm. I was on top part of e 168 double-decker bus. As the bus move on to e express-wae (if I am nt wrong shud b SLE)...

well my thots wen e bus was passing der was tat i realize tat my destination is very far.. all i can see is tat it was still very far..n sumhw i am not doing aniting to it..i didn't try.. i just waited..argh!! den i thot back abt my last leadership class wer e teacher told us abt short n long term goals.. n sudden notice all my goals in life is long-term n mayb becuz of tat i am still waiting 4 e result of my goals..it juz damn too long for me to wait n i am an impatient person... i want my result now.. so mayb how i planned my goals shud b changed n nt juz dependent on my long term goals.. okie so below is my short-term goals, in short i mean in this month, July- August goals...

My SHORT term goals:

1. To finish my APEL submission
2. To finish n go thru my cmsk presentation to get over wif it..
3. To finish n go thru my leadership presentation to get over wif it also..
4. To finish my dmpf qtvr, que points, layout n website..
5. To finish my in3d legoman, bally n floursack (stupid "flower"-sack)
6. To finsih SWO (Singapore Youth Winds Orchestra) wif e 'other' grp...
7. To go thru EVERY DAMN PRESENTATION WEEK 16 n 17..

Okie finally n officially on my official blog, I am CRAZY!!!

ARGH!!

i dun noe y suddenly my blogpost change. I noe tat is sound weird bt i finally realize tat if i post tings tat happen to me todae is e nutting new cuz e readers r e same ppl. So nw my blog will dedicate to me n my views on stuff, pretty much aniting..okay, mayb once a while like todae post I will put up sum funny pic US..

tis is e recent pic.. startin out as cool funny bunch of cammies...

which den dian giving attitude to me, so i gav her a poke at e b****.( meant to b at her stomach)

So to spice tings up....

nice rite..square head box stacking...

okay, here's e others...

not e person I wanted to take pic wif..lol..hehe:P

My scandal(S):
1st) 2nd)

In tis pic we wanted to use my body wif dian head..didn't match tat nicely though

Then caught Dian 'fatnah' sleeping in class..hehe

tis is me during boring lect n tutorials...will take more pic wen in class...lol

klah cya

Wats wrong n wats rite...

Sumtime, actuali almost everytime I dun noe wats rite n wats wrong..all seems a blur now... wat I thot was rite was wrong n vice-versa..I have learned a lot in Leadership class.. I learn wat kind of person I am, wat to do wen u face a type of person n so on... I dun understand... but they also teach u to b a good leader which do e right thing at the right time.. But they dun teach u wat is e right thing n wen is e rite time. Actuali no one noes...

I recently watched tis show tat show a senstitive boy who kills his own girlfriend's autistic brother because he sees people in a negative way as in the sadness in people eyes. He cud not bring himself to see positive. All he noe is tat life is game tat God is playing wif satan to see if human can be good. I remember one very good sentence tat he sae abt gd n bad which was
"The worst part is knowing that there is goodness in people. Mostly it stays deep down and buried. Maybe we don't have God because we're scared of the bad stuff. Maybe we're really scared of the good stuff. Because if there's no God, well, that means it's inside of us and we could be good all the time if we wanted. So when we do bad things, it'd be because we want to or because we have to. Or maybe we just need the bad stuff to remind us what the good stuff is in the first place"

e sentence in red is e most memorable in tat show. Mayb its true. It's so simple yet we juz sae it difficult. Yes, we sometimes do bad tings to remind us what is e gd stuff. But I dun understand, tis boy wud see a couple kissing n not tink of aniting bt juz tat one dae tat couple wud end up old n fighting each other. In tat story he is juz e wae he is because he let himself tink tat wae n he cn't change cuz no one can really.. Any wae in e end he died cuz e kid who he killed sister's boyfriends was fed-up wif wat tat sensitive kid did to their life n ppl in e town, killed him to end e suffering.. I tink its better.. I hope if der was a real life person like him, I wud b scared..