The new song...Dear Diary

I noe i am very late in writing a post..bt now derz so much goin' on in my life tat i myself can't tink of..so here's a new song..i noe its in a malay but below i hav translate it 2 english..so 4 u all tat don't understand e song, juz let urself go into the melody of e music n i am veri sure, u cn understand it without noeing e meaning..imagine urself in e music..*hehe..so, so, so lol:P*

So enjoy e music...
well here's e lyrics to the song:

dear diary
ku ingin cerita kepadamu
tentangnya yang dulu singgah di hatiku
sejak itu hidupku jadi bahagia
karena dia slalu ada di hidupku, oh

(korus)
tapi kini dia menghilang
dan tak tau entah dimana
diaryku ku merindukannya
pujaanku engkau ada dimana

telah habis air mata
tak sekedar kata-kata
telah ku curahkan, oh
haruskah aku berlari sampai ke ujung dunia
untuk mencarinya, oh

korus * 3

Translate:

dear diary,
I want to tell you a story,
about him that had came into my life..
Since then I was happy,
with him around..

(chorus)
But now he has disappeared,
to where I do not know.
Diary, I miss him so much.
Where can you be,my love?

So much tears have I cried,
not noticing that I never,
declare my love to him.
So do I have to run to the end of the world,
just to find him?

chorus*3

So,did u enjoy e music?Plz tell me..thx..
ok till next entry...cya :D

Seriously man!!

Ok 2 b serious nw i'm veri restless n irritated by e person tat is at e left-front of me..if u sit at e lib com. 3 triangle seat one.. tis guy is veri irritating...actuali damn irritating.. he is playing tis online game tat i am veri sure shooting or killing game..damn him! he is playin' wif all his mighty..in malay is " penuh perasaan".. he is moving his head n body as if he was e one in e game... n its veri irritatin' *damn irritatin'..i cn type more softer, man* ..n one more ting is tat he left e headphone damn near 2 me n e sound comin' out is damn loud man..i juz purposely listenin' 2 my blog song just to take e damn fuckin' song out...i can't stand it animore...dian is on e high chair behind me..

OMG, e gal at e other side of me is EATING!! "Gal tis is a library, mind u!!" She is usin' tis spoon to dig out wat shait is inside her plastic bag..n nw is whipping e spoon wif he tissue paper..

OMG i am sitting at e worst place of all.. Told u dian..I wanted 2 go lvl 3 bt no, u wanted lvl 2 cuz gt high chair..see tis is wat u get wen u give in 2 ppl..OK i promised myself frm nw onwards 2 never ever go lvl 2 lib com.. *i am smellin' soya bean..coming from e gal plastic..wth*

Ok so sori 4 all e vulgarities.. i can't stand it animore..sori dian aft tis post i wanna go back up 2 lvl 7 wif vone... nw i am in a bad mood..cuz gt no free lab at e moment..n i have yet 2 do IDES by 12pm..n e lab is onli free at 11pm..wth onli gt 1hr 2 do at photoshop, slice at imageready, up 2 dreamweaver n upload 2 e server...shoot!!

OK nw i wanna go..so sori 4 tis post..nw i am "uber" tired..aniwae ltr i wanna suprise my mom wif new shoe..ok set..ltr buy shoe 4 her..either go wif her or juz buy..i still dun noe which one..hmm..nvr mind, if mom wanna go out den buy wif her..if nt surprise her..YEAH!! atlast buyin' sumtin' 4 her.. i reali luv my mom..i still luv it tat i cn spent e time wif her n still hug her every night..i just luv her so much.. *deh,whu wudn't luv their mom* LOVE YOU, MOM!!!

ok ltr at hm i'll write another post...juz hav 2 make sure i rmb..lol:P
ok cya gals n guys *if derz ani* ...:D

Logos....

I am now doing logos for my DTAT n IDES subject assignment..
if u can read tis means u noe me well...lol:P
just heard tis song 2dae n sumhow it realli relates to me..hah..
ps: sori e song is in malay..if u wanna noe wat's it abt dun ask me, ask other ppl.. Semusim Berlalu Anuar Zain

Melewati hari-hari
Aku rasa sunyi
Kian lama menyendiri
Jiwa yang tak terisi
Merenung ke dalam diri
Kurasa kekosongan
Segala yang ku miliki
Semakin jauh pergi

Di suatu masa hidupku bahagia
Tika hadirmu dulu ke dalam duniaku
Di bawah awan kita pernah bersatu
Menjalinkan rasa rindu
Semusim yang berlalu
Semua kini tak lagi ku temui
Saat dengan mu yang semakin jauh di telan waktu
Kenangan lalu bersemadi dalam jiwa ini Kekal bersemi
Sebuah cinta abadi

tis are few of my fav types of design logos
Aku menyusuri waktu
Dengan rasa rindu
Pada senyum dan tangis mu
Semusim yang berlalu
Aku benar merasai hilangmu tak berganti
Sejarahmu yang gemilang kan tetap di ingatan
Aku merasa sunyi tanpa dikau di sisi
Sering terbayang setiap kenangan bersama
Tempuhi segalanya

ok here are sum of my creations for mazda... (sori veri small)



wow..tmr muz show e cher e final logo 4 my own company...its so fun..wow...
can't figure out which name 2 use..either Rina Music, SR Entertainment or many more..
e cher veri "leceh" seh.. muz have reason y we choice logo drawn tat wae as well as muz put in a type like camera, planets,human or nature..gt many more.. i dun understand y e cher can't let my logo b a calligraphy kind..i tink if i hav 2 do tat kind muz b veri professional..man i dun like design n stuff..i onli like design names*my name esp n 4 fun onli*..well atleast i can learn more abt design n open myself 2 tis kind of challenges..bt quite stressful u noe...

Talkin' abt stress, juz at 6pm ago i juz handed-in my assignment for Java..i didn't finish everypart..last tyme it was easy bt tis assignment is hard, veri hard, uber hard!!!!
well can change aniting nw..so let e past b e past..i'll try work harder on my final exam..i gotta do well..my parents is depending alot on me...to get an LKY award..*as if i can win*
kaylah..now veri tired, want 2 sleep bt still gt dtat,mmp1 2 do..damn dem..well gotta do dem nw..so cya..bye!

HEPI NEW YEAR!!!

wow..i am so sorry... i noe tis is so,so,so,so very very belated-but i am still in e spirit of it...so
HEPI NEW YEAR!!!







Yea finally e BIG 2008 n as u all shud noe tat I am finally 18 yrs old..wehee!!!
Yes finally i get to watch M-18 shows..haha:P
jk,actualli i am so hepi cuz i can finally take up bike lisence..
yea, i noe, typical gal will b hepi of turnin' 18 cuz they can watch M-18 movies n party wif their frenz till nite but 4 me, i wanna have my bike lisence..here r my reasons y

Ok my reason 4 wantin' a bike is tat:

1. I can come school on my own *woohoo!*
2. I go home from school anytime I want *no nid 2 wait 4 my dad*
3. I am lazy to take the bus which is usually crowed *selfish ppl tat dun want 2 move 2 e back*
4. I want to enjoy the feeling of the wind in my face *100km/hr seem nice*
5. I want to go anywhere I want without having to walk, take the bus or train..
6. I just want to see the world passing me by faster like *ok very nonsense alreadi*

OK, tats e reason *4 nw i mean*..Ok lah my reason in insistin' writn' a new year post is as wat ppl usually do tat is 2 sae their resolution 4 e yr..i did 1 in 2007 n i onli completed like 2 or 3 out of 5..kinda gd 4 me, as i dun usually follow schedule...

MY RESOLUTION 4 e YEAR 2008:

1. Collect money to buy new hp n mayb psp slim * mayb sum1 cn buy 4 me..lol *hint.hint 2 my sis* *
2. Collect money to go 4 bike lesson.
3. Get 2 my best shape in life. *mayb an hourglass-shape..lol as if*
4. My whole family struck 4D..lol even if we do, we can't use it..mayb win lucky draw price or Golden Chance $22,222.22..hehe *tis is me dreamin'*
5. Get my bike lisence.. *tis is a muz*

Ok..i gotta confess..actuali nw suppose 2 hav CMSK lesson n pass up my report, but shit i didn't do a ting...sori 4 e vulgarities..so damn stress.. u noe..oklah i dun want 2 stress u ppl up..i'll post sumting ltr tis wk..

cya..:P

Xmas celebration...

woohoo..xmas is here,yea...!!!

Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle all the way
What fun it is to ride
In a one-horse open sleigh...heh!

So i strt spendin' my xmas dae wif a visit 2 e cemeteries 2 pay my respect...1 thing tat i noticed is tat ppl tend 2 do 1 weird thing wen they visit a cemeteries is tat they tend 2 tink of death situation.. they will reflect their individual lifes n tink tat "If i were 2 die, wud i b visited by my relatives like tis...wud i b safe down der.. did i did good things more or bad things?"...all tis qns juz come 2 person wen they r der.. n it certainly did 2 me.. i reflect back on my life.. n qns myself as a person on earth tat is livin' on a borrowed body tat is not mine n may disfunction anytyme, any wer... wen i was der i wud feel calm n sum tyme sad.. actuali u wud feel alot of feelings.. n all e memories juz pass by in ur mind... n soon everyting leave as u leave e cemeteries...




Den aft returnin' frm e cemeteries, i went fishing actuali crabbing wif my parents...
As i reach our destination which was Sembawang Park, it was such a disappointment 4 me as a Singaporean...





See how dirty is e place, so many rubbish..i felt so disgusted.. i dun noe wat 2 sae or do.. i felt tat i was back in e past wer it look like e Singapore's river b4 it look clean...ok, yes tis place is deserted place wer many may nt now abt bt doesn't it nid ur attention, ppl.. it was fillef wif rubbish n e sea almost covered by oil.. i dun noe how can we live in a place we called home so proudly being a environment-friendly place.. we r supposed 2 b ashamed!!
*i noe too emotional bt tis is our home,ppl!*

Ok back 2 e fun stuff:)...So crabbing was fun bt if u wer 2 walk bare footed in e sea, u wud feel all e crabs walkin' pass ur feet..n der is even ppl whu walks arnd bare-footed n feelin' if crabs passed their feet, they wud step on it n grab it usin' their bare-hands.. i dun noe how they do it, cuz wen i feel them walkin' pass my feet, i wud freak out.. i was scared tat e crabs wud pinched my feet..argh!! *ps: tat pic on e rite is a pic of my dad crabbin' usin' a "jala" which i dun noe wat it is in english..so if u do plz tell me..thx:)*



so we caught alot of crabs as u cn see.. ok e pic on e rite is a pic of a fish called "Ikan sebelah" which translate in english is called "Half fish".. tis fish is said 2 b e left over of our prophet Muhammad s.a.w. realli.. it's half,e fish's eyes r on one side only.. if i tell u all tis, u still won't believe its ok.. cuz u gotta see it, to believe it...*hehe..believe me*



As i said, i am goin' 2 take a pic of me 2 end e entry, so here it is.. e pic is taken wen i juz came back frm crabbing.. i noe i look tired.. n i am..
so bb..:D

*ps: i am dead..alot of assignment n i hav done none..help me!! :O*

XMas EVE..opps nt it is XMAS!!

So finally is like xmas eve..n 5 mins 2 officially xmas..wow..actually 2 tell ya e truth i nvr saw xmas as i saw it 2dae..e celebration is sum how more special tis yr..i dun noe bt mayb its cuz my frenz in tp mostly celebrate it so mayb i also got in2 it.. so 2dae was like mostly tinkin' dae in e dae as i was tinkin' wat 2 buy 4 e xmas xchange tingy wif my frenz... lol can't wait till i get my present as it will b my 1st official xmas present..aniwae nw still tinkin' wat 2 buy 4 e special sum1..lol *e difficult ting abt buyin' tat i dun noe whu i am buyin' 4...=.=*

So aft a morning + afternoon of tinkin' i cudn't take it animore, thx god my whole family *including me:)* went out in e evening 2 dinner wif my sis's soon-to-be family-in-law... how 2 put it.. my mom's besan, my brother-in-law's family...lol



So as my new traditional ways, take pic wif family b4 goin' out...so above frm left is wif my mom, wif my sis n mom n dad...*parents looks so sweet tgt...awwww ^^*

So we didn't went ani special place bt just a place called Hainanese BONELESS Chicken Rice...yes it only sell BONELESS steamed chicken rice but like one big meal wif kangkong n tahu goreng n e drinks was like 'blue lagoon', 'rosemary', 'sayang selasih'.. ok,see tat i emphasis on e word "BONELESS" cuz it is really boneless...deh=.= bt den it also include, ok wait 4 tis shocking food..CHICKEN'S FEET SKIN!!! damn, it was ok..bt i nvr thot i wud eat tat cuz everytyme my mom cook chicken i wud see her taking out e skin of e chicken's feet n throw it..n nw i am eating it...man.. bt nvr e less i still ate it..it was kinda tasteless..if u wanna try it, it is located at BLK 354 Clementi Ave 2..try it.. I DARE YOU!!! *lol, only chicken's feet wat, bt if u r chicken...heh*
o.O
It was kinda weird eatin' wif ppl u dun realli noe.. it was quiet 4 me n my bro as my sis talk 2 her bf, my mom 2 my sis's bf's mom n my dad 2 my sis's bf's dad...lol alot of " 's ".. ok, so me n my bro talked 2 each other *2 waste tyme..*...so aft tat home sweet home...


So finally take a pic of my self infront of mirror..hehe:D
nice or not??
Ehk, it's alreadi xmas..wow!!
So HEPI XMAS 2 every1 whu celebrates it...n 2 my special bear2 aka Jam: Hepi Anniversary!

ps: sum1 is back... n i am glad he is, cuz he makes me smile..:D




juz 4 whu wanna listen:
so here it is...2dae is 24th December *deh* supposed 2 b class outin' wif my old classmates.. bt sumhow i cudn't..nope nt cudn't bt didn't want 2 go.. cuz of him.. he called me yesterdae n as soon as i heard his voice i ended e call...i juz cud go thru' it.. i juz cudn't understand.. y cn't he like get e msg tat i dun want 2 hav ani connection wif him at all..ani at all.. i juz wanna end it..damn him.. so aft tat incident he sms me n said : "heh, u noe it's rude 2 end a call like tat... " i was damn pissed off.. fcuk him lah..cudn't he juz get it thru' his head or is it juz too thicked to get thru' i hate him... i realli realli damn fcukin' HATE him.. n wat eva any1 or even him sae 2 me,i will nvr 4give him...plz tell him tat.. bus 3rd..

Juz sum quiz..=.=

Ok since i hav nuttin' 2 write on my blog..so here goes a 25 qns quiz tat i found on sum1 blog...

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
-"The same is not true for your relationships. Your relationship history is not your relationship future."
Tittle of Book: The 100 Simple Secrets of GREAT RELATIONSHIPS..
*ps: it's nt mine...:)*

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
-Nothing is der..

3. What was the last thing you watched on TV?
-A League of their own..starring Gena Davis, Tom Hanks and suprisingly Madonna..^_^

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
-5.45pm..i cheated cuz i watching tv b4 tis n i noe wat tyme is alwaes ends...lol

5. Now look at the clock. What’s the actual time?
-3.12am..*My comp is spoil..* lol :D

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
-My Boo by Alicia Keys & Usher frm my windows media player..nice song..^.^
"It started when we were young girl...
You were mine my boo...
Now another brother's taking over...
But its still in your eyes my boo...
Even though we used to argue it's alright...
I know we haven't seen each other...
In awhile but you will always be my boo..."

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
-hmm...2 daes ago..*i noe:(... i usually stay at hm*..i was shopping wif my mom at causewae pt n eatin'
at Banquet...yummy=)

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
-i was watchin' tv..deh=.=

9. What are you wearing?
-Black collar shirt wif 3/4 shorts...

10. Did you dream last night?
-not dream bt nightmares...i was goin' thru' a haunted hse...i muz b rmbin' stuff frm my outin' at Escape Theme Park...hehe

11. When did you last laugh?
-While watchin' Planet's Animals Video..haha:)

12. What is on the walls of the room you’re in?
-Frisbee...e fan on e wall.. n wall paper across my wall..

13. Seen anything weird lately?
-hmm...define weird...

14. What do you think of this quiz?
-hmm...i tink it's borin' bt i hav nuttin' 2 write on my blog so tis quiz might juz b it..=.=

15. What was the last film you saw?
-tat was a long tyme ago..i watch online ones...e last one was "I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry"

16. If you become a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
-wow..tat will b a dream come true..i'll buy a laptop, a bike, new specs, a new comp, a new hse 4 my parents, a new psp, mp4, etc..alot man..i tink i'll finish e million in one nite...lol:D

17. Tell me something about you that I don’t know.
-1st ting 1st, do u noe me at all..=.=

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
-hmm..let me see.. Let me hav my Miss Universe moment..."I will want WORLD PEACE!" lol:)

19. Do you like to dance?
-in public, nope..in my room alone,YES!

20. George Bush?
-whu's he??*tryin' 2 act blur..* is it a new species of tree or wat??

21. Imagine your first child is a girl. What would you name her?
-i tink Putri...eeeww...so e G&G type...yuk:0
i will tink of it wen i really get a baby,ok...

22. Imagine your first child is a boy. What would you name him?
-like i sae above...deh =.=

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
-YES...no nid 2 tink twice...juz sae wen n wer..i'll b ready in 5 mins...

24. What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly white gates?
-You hav now entered paradise 4 eternity..*as if,wif all my bad deed:(*

25. 6 people who u missing rite nw:
-6..its not enuf...i nid more...:)

i hope u all was entertained by tat..i noe i didn't..
sori i will post sumting better next tyme..bb:)