SUPER!!!

I just realize tat tis week post on everyone blog is abt sch strting n all..I tink tis post will b like e others...

I dun reali noe wat to sae..I am just super tired n super frustated n super headache n super stress n super confused..ok I am sure u r wondering y I am "super" everything..k, let me explain..

1st- SUPER TIRED: I am tired of being me...as in nw at tis moment..tired of school, tired of CCA Recruitment Drive n tired of Work..To conclude I am just tired...too much thing to tink of, to do, to say, to be...

2nd- SUPER FRUSTATED: I am just frus wif myself cuz I keep delaying work,promises n stuff..I keep delaying things both in sch and personal.. I REALI want to go out with my bestie n I keep promising them with "Next week I am free" but ended up with I am not.. I REALI want to do well in studies with "Yes! I can do tis" but ended up with I am too lazy n excitment is all gone.. To conclude I am frus with e thing I do, say n be...

3rd- SUPER HEADACHE: I am having a headache thinking which shud I do 1st.. I dun noe how to manage my time well... I want to be good n do e best in everything I do, I want to be a all-rounded person..I juz can't, I shud be but I won't...I juz dun..

4th- SUPER STRESS: I am super stress with overall LIFE as a whole.. I dun noe how have I kept myself going for tis long.. How did I survive PSLE, "O" Level n now Poly? If I can't stand e stress how am I supposed to survive in e real world? Many keep telling me tat life is stressful but they nvr sae tis "STRESSFUL"... I reali wonder if I can b want others expect me to be.. *I may b strong outside but i am juz e same as u all*

5th- SUPER CONFUSED: I am uber confused... I dun noe wat I want in life.. I noe wat others want me to be but me, myself dun... I wonder y I took e subject tat i taken in e past..it wasn't related to wat i doing now... I wonder can I be wat I wanted to be 10 years ago, wen our primary sch teacher wud ask "Children, what do you want to be when you grow up?".. I wonder if I was destined/ fated to be feel wat I am feeling now... I wonder y I am e wae I am todae.. I wonder if I stayed tis wae wud I be hepi... I

I wonder wat will become of me in e future... I wonder if I had change the way I live in e past wud it make any difference... I wonder.. Okie mayb I wonder too much tat makes me become confused... LOL..:)

Okie tis is e VERY MOST EXTREME SUPER UBER TREMENDOUS SEVERE INTENSE EXCESSIVE post for me...klah cya arnd..I hope u all dun feel e wae I am feeling now..

cya n bye :D

I BROKE MY ARM!!!

well bad news..i broken my right arm..;(
ok nt broke bt strained it..sori tat i got u all like worried der 4 a moment...juz wanted to see how u react..lol
k den back to how i strained it..i fell down from the bike when i went 4 my practical lesson..damn lesson u noe..i hav been doing tat lesson 4 like alreadi almost 4 times...i dun noe now..i am now quite phobia 2 do tat figure-of-8 course..i juz cudn't control e bike..i was ok at first den my bike hit e kerb n it went bounce n i went fell front n unfortunately my right hand was e first to get e impact of the grass... n hell ya no instructor was der..so e other learner drivers went down from their bike n help me..i cud hear horning trying to alert e instructor n all..so den i tried to stand up bt my leg was shaken up n i felt as if i lost my right arm..i felt as if my right arm wasn't mine n it was like dangling from my shoulder so i had to use my right hand to bring it up..so when e instructor came he was like all "Are u ok? Can u stand up? Can u move ur fingers?" I was still in shocked due to e impact n all..I tried to stand up again n now i succeded.. i tried to move my fingers n THANK GOD i still was able to..i juz could lift up my whole arm..so den e instructor told me to take a rest under e shelter..so i did..Followed tat i sat at e chair der..n many other instructor was coming to me one by one n asking me e same qns.."Are you ok?"

To cut everyting short i was fine n all bt e pain came back wen i headed for home..i elbow was strained..i was juz scared tat my old injury wud come back.. u noe i had an fractured elbow last time when i was like 10yrs old plus..so wen i gt back hm i wanted to sleep it off..aniwae no one was home at tat time..i didn't want to alert my parents n all..so i stayed home bt i did sms my sis abt e accident bt she cudn't do aniting cuz she was at work so she called my parents..so wen my parents heard tat, they came back home straight n quickly send me to e clinic downstairs n my dad was getting ready to send me to e hospital or something while me n my mum was in e clinic wif e doctor bt ended up e doctor it was nothing serious juz tat i had to take thing lightly n nt strained it animore..so nw i am at home resting 4 3 whole days not working n not doing aniting bt tmr i need to go back sch to go for the Arts Induction Camp..it for like for e leaders of e arts CCA groups n PC is sending all 6 main-comm people for e camp..so nw i hav 2 type out our Year Plan (for e year duh!!) since i am e secretary n all..damn nw my arm is strained again..

So thankz for listening to my story of my "ehmm" "broken" arm..lol hehe :D