SUPER!!!

I just realize tat tis week post on everyone blog is abt sch strting n all..I tink tis post will b like e others...

I dun reali noe wat to sae..I am just super tired n super frustated n super headache n super stress n super confused..ok I am sure u r wondering y I am "super" everything..k, let me explain..

1st- SUPER TIRED: I am tired of being me...as in nw at tis moment..tired of school, tired of CCA Recruitment Drive n tired of Work..To conclude I am just tired...too much thing to tink of, to do, to say, to be...

2nd- SUPER FRUSTATED: I am just frus wif myself cuz I keep delaying work,promises n stuff..I keep delaying things both in sch and personal.. I REALI want to go out with my bestie n I keep promising them with "Next week I am free" but ended up with I am not.. I REALI want to do well in studies with "Yes! I can do tis" but ended up with I am too lazy n excitment is all gone.. To conclude I am frus with e thing I do, say n be...

3rd- SUPER HEADACHE: I am having a headache thinking which shud I do 1st.. I dun noe how to manage my time well... I want to be good n do e best in everything I do, I want to be a all-rounded person..I juz can't, I shud be but I won't...I juz dun..

4th- SUPER STRESS: I am super stress with overall LIFE as a whole.. I dun noe how have I kept myself going for tis long.. How did I survive PSLE, "O" Level n now Poly? If I can't stand e stress how am I supposed to survive in e real world? Many keep telling me tat life is stressful but they nvr sae tis "STRESSFUL"... I reali wonder if I can b want others expect me to be.. *I may b strong outside but i am juz e same as u all*

5th- SUPER CONFUSED: I am uber confused... I dun noe wat I want in life.. I noe wat others want me to be but me, myself dun... I wonder y I took e subject tat i taken in e past..it wasn't related to wat i doing now... I wonder can I be wat I wanted to be 10 years ago, wen our primary sch teacher wud ask "Children, what do you want to be when you grow up?".. I wonder if I was destined/ fated to be feel wat I am feeling now... I wonder y I am e wae I am todae.. I wonder if I stayed tis wae wud I be hepi... I

I wonder wat will become of me in e future... I wonder if I had change the way I live in e past wud it make any difference... I wonder.. Okie mayb I wonder too much tat makes me become confused... LOL..:)

Okie tis is e VERY MOST EXTREME SUPER UBER TREMENDOUS SEVERE INTENSE EXCESSIVE post for me...klah cya arnd..I hope u all dun feel e wae I am feeling now..

cya n bye :D